Are you even gonna try to reach me?
Saturday, January 23, 2016
8:54 PM
Is this how it's gonna end?
Worst things I don't know what to do about:
1. Polaroids. Roughly $1 per film exactly what am I gonna do with expensive pictures I cannot even bear to look at?
2. Tshirts. Are always most comfortable but it doesn't make sense to wear them. Rot at the bottom of my closet?
3. Stuffed animals. I can barely continue with this list here. Really.
4. Cards and notes. Are the words written even true to begin with?
5. Flowers. Even beautiful things will die. Even good things will end.
6. Origami flowers. I'm not supposed to give this back and I'm not supposed to throw them that's just painful I'm supposed to keep them for life?
7. Memories. Some things are hard to get rid of. Memories are hard to forget. Some things I still do remember. No purple vegetables no peas. Stuffed toys' names. Rainbow cakes and chocolate cakes. Waffles. Donuts. Chocolates from Germany. Germany things. The day you flew off. Your parade. Me freezing all the time. I remember forgetting important things too. I remember you.