I'm hoping for the day when you'll terribly regret it to come.
Sunday, February 14, 2016
9:23 AM
Valentines date more like tuition date but that's okay sometimes being busy takes your mind off things. Maybe that's why I keep working. Instead of studying, of course. I can barely remember anything I learnt in school although it's been like, only two months?
Busy busy spending my days watching videos hahaha I finished 103 episodes in 3 days??? D. Gray-Man of course hoho for the third time!!! All abroad the 7-8 years of wait train omg it's been so long. But then I read the wiki page for the manga version and omg it's so twisted. D: but I will watch!!! When it comes that is. My eyes hurt so bad it feels as though my myopia got worse by another 200 degrees (if so, bye bye rsaf application). But anyways the opening and ending songs are always v nice!!! Except like, two. But yah like this song in this post is nice too. :)
Haish but distractions still suck but I'll be okay as long as you're happy. What is this stupid feeling of care for someone who doesn't reciprocate? The chase was always better than the fall and at least I lengthened the inevitable, eventual fall I guess. I don't know. I'll be fine. God is enough for me.
It's alright with me if you're happy, but I won't say I am because I don't think there's anything I can do to fix this loathsome, twisted heart of mine.

