Hello there, the angel from my nightmare.
Friday, December 31, 2010
4:02 PM
I just realised that I haven't done Drama journal and Shooting journal. And pack my bag O.o and prepare for OGL camp. Which means I have to finish all my work by Sunday. This is just great. Happy last day of 2010 (: How sad. I haven't even reached my 100th post ._. New year resolution: Blog more. I can't wait for boarding ^^
Tattoo your name across my heart.
Thursday, December 30, 2010
5:03 PM
I am so screwed. So there was dance practice today and I didn't know?? Yeah, I am soo screwed. Must finish Animal Farm by today. Enough procrastination! Seriously. The first time I felt lazy to on my computer when internet was easily available. And on other days, I'm close to going insane without the internet. I am so very screwed. Its damn weird to see yourself in other people's possession. Really. I am so very tired. And bored. Oh why can't Animal Farm just get itself done!! ): I'm bored. Of homework.
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xPitchDark
Wind Breaker
Level 35 |
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xPitchD4rk
Evan
Level 51 |
Every step that I take is another mistake to you.
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
11:21 AM
Nooooo 2010 is ending so sooooon D: I haven't finished Animal Farm yet )': I SHALL FINISH IT BY WEDNESDAY/THURSDAY!!!!! Rawr why am I always so screwed )): Lalala my birthday is coming D: Sheesh what am I supposed to dooo~ Hahaha I got a silver rare card at Animal Kaiser (: Thx <3 Wells, life has been going on quite great (: Some questions in life just can't be answered ;)
Making every kind of silence.
Sunday, December 26, 2010
3:41 PM
Zzz appealing for MH gold )': i am soo freaking poor ): Pleasepleaseplease ): Hehe anyways, christmas is fun (: Lalala~ LA is so easy to do (: I wanna play maple >< Actually, I'm rambling about random stuff. I'm boredd. Sobs you make me sad. Am I even of any significance to you? Answer: No. Ahh you only need me when you have nobody else to turn to. I don't understand why I still bother. Ah, old feelings. Those whom I've ever felt something for, yeah well my old feelings will never go </3
Was is something I said or just my personality?
Friday, December 24, 2010
9:13 PM
If I had to I would put myself right beside you.
Something's getting in the way.
Something's just about to break.
Desperate, I will crawl, waiting for so long.
As I burn another page.
As I look the other way.
I still try to find my place...
In this world. In your life.
Your words were like poison.
I'm not alive if I'm lonely.
1:14 PM
Yay, at 1.10am today I finally leveled to 73! F3 ._. Haizz, Kangkiat is lv72 and Deming is lv80 ._. Heheee I shall finish my Animal Farm Project by todayyyy!!!!! :D Actually, Animal Farm is less tedious compared to Maths Christmas Package O: Yay its Christmas Eve!!! :D (ps. This is pretty! :D)
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PitchDarkX
Night Walker
Level 73 |
You thought that you knew me.
Thursday, December 23, 2010
9:52 PM
YAY 2k+ visitors~! :D Sooo happy :P Haha walk-in dances all learnt ^^ WHEE! We learnt My First Kiss today~ Soo cooool :D Rawr and I had to do with Mikhail :X Its...odd. Anyway, I didn't go for practice yesterday cause was kinda sick ): Anyways, while walking home today, I (almost?) tripped over the pavement! Which reminds me, on Tuesday I (almost?) tripped over the pavement like 6 times for the entire day ._. Epic. Hehehe lalala so happyyyy~! :D I shall start on Animal Farm sooooooooon!! :D How the hell do you answer the one page long answer for the question on page 2 anyway!! ):
Falling a thousand feet per second.
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
12:21 AM
Rawr! Finee since you don't want to be my friend anymore. At least this 1 year 2 months friendship was the best one I've ever had. And if you ever need me, always know that I'll be there for you. Always. You're the sun in my life shining bright and strong </3
You call me a stranger.
Monday, December 20, 2010
7:48 PM
Haiz, its not fair. Terra walk-in practice I'm the only one from 102 ): And I barely know how to dance ): Kinda sickening. BUT I MUST PERSEVERE. I saw Teresa today (: Surprisingly, she was wearing a Terra tee O.o I would have worn a Lignum tee ._. Ah, I miss soo many people right now ): I wish they'd stop ignoring me ): ): ): Someday, I wish we would be on talking terms again </3
There's just too much that time cannot erase.
Sunday, December 19, 2010
2:28 PM
Old memories.
There's just too much that time cannot erase.
Because your presence still lingers here,
And it won't leave me alone.I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone,
But though you're still with me,
I've been alone all along...
You can sit beside me when the world comes down.
2:12 PM
Oh how I wish you would.
Peeling the dead skin off my middle knuckle on my left hand now O.o Thanks to shooting... Well, it looks better than it was last month (:
Its 2AM and I'm cursing your name.
Friday, December 17, 2010
2:05 AM
Halfway through DECEMBER and I'm halfway through homework T.T I finished Maths Christmas Package just now -.- Date started: 25 October 2010 ._. I wasted 5 pieces of foolscap on the actual piece and another 3-4 on workings -.- Better start Animal Farm soon. To hell with homework. I'm playing Izar for awhile ._. SiLeNTWiNDxx - Wind Breaker lv14 -.-
Let this world explode.
Thursday, December 16, 2010
2:09 AM
Tiredtiredtired! Damn sian ): Stupid internet so slow cant maple ): So I shall blog -.- Yayy I changed my skin :D I love D.Gray-Man. My favourite show in Primary 4-6 I think :D Ah, I'm so sad ): Buh-bye. Sleep time :D
And I don't care who you are in this blur it only matters who I am.
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
5:31 PM
OMFG I'M PLAYING MOUSEHUNT.
-.-"
Ah, sorry I come online just to update my blog :X I shall be nice and go around tagging :D
These lazy days are way too long like razor blades under your tongue.
5:20 PM
You know what, all I want for Christmas, 14th Birthday, 15th Birthday and so on is you </3
Lols wth I'm not making sense ._. Anyways, I watched Narnia!! How saaaaad! )': HAHA I cried :P jkjk, my eyes were itchy :P And ice skating is fun (: Correction: I am not a pro ice skater, I skate on LAND better ._. haha I'm average (: Ah, I remember someone asking me if I thought I was pretty. Wts. So my awesome answer which left the person speechless; I'm average (:
I finally finished Plants VS Zombies the adventure mode. F3. Now I'm so headache T.T Next goal: Play maple till I faint. Jkjk, play till 6am..? Hoho my record is till 5am :D AND TO LVL 80 RAWR!!!
You know what. My next goal is to finish all my homework!! D:
I may have failed but I have left you from the start.
Saturday, December 11, 2010
7:15 PM
OH! I know! I want Linkin Park's A Thousand Suns for my birthday!! :D Haha, the one at Popular then got free poster AND Linkin Park shirt! Ah! I waaaaant :X Hoho, and @-cash. And orange headphones. And FBTs. Hoho, I think I'm the first person in class to have FBTs :P Be jealous F3. And I want Cheer You Up tee! Hoho, I am soo greedy :X
Don't say you love me you're leaving.
Thursday, December 9, 2010
8:47 PM
The title is self-explanatory.
Anyways, hoho it's 1 month and 3 days to my birthday and 1 month and 2 days ago I met Deming. Cool or what.
Think I found a message in a bottle, it says drink me drown your sorrows.
2:25 AM
A few things which just occurred to me:
1. My posts are all not colourful anymore.
2. All my post titles are based on lyrics of random songs.
3. I sound super depressed when I write.
Well, I got lazy. I got creative. And I got sad.
I remember saying I wanted to change my blogskin. Yeahh, someday.
Ah, I shall not go after box. I think he hates me.
These wounds won't seem to heal.
2:15 AM
Actually right, I get lots of stuff on my wishlist already. The manageable ones. Yay my birthday is in 1 month 3 days :D Haha I don't know what I want. Or how to react D: Bad thing about being born in January. First person to celebrate in class next year. But seriouslyyy! What I want for my birthday (besides in my wishlist) are like; get into Junior Council WITHOUT going through ogl T.T and GET BETTER GRADES and GET THAT SHOOTING JACKET!!! Sigh, maybe you and I, unfulfilled desires.
Cause when my heart breaks no it don't break even.
Monday, December 6, 2010
7:43 AM
So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
Turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realise what I had when you were mine
And I go back to December turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time...
I miss you kk :X 221009 </3
I'll rise to fall again.
Saturday, December 4, 2010
9:03 PM
For the first time in my life, I went to an arcade and actually PLAYED something. Lols I have no childhood :P It was...fun. But compare to shooting, I'll choose shooting anyday (: God, I think I'm addicted to Animal Kaiser.
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me.
Thursday, December 2, 2010
8:19 PM
It hurts how you don't care about me when every single thing I do, I do it for you. It hurts how you ignore me yet laugh and have fun with others so naturally. It hurts how I wait for you everytime and you don't realise it. This feeling's tearing me apart and breaking my heart.
Like shadows in a faded light...
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
12:09 AM
If I never met you, I would never have liked you.
If I never liked you, I would never have loved you.
If I never loved you, I would never have missed you.
But I did, and I always will
