I AM GONNA FALL SICK D: Sian... This whole week spam hw ):

Okay. Memes are a better way of expressing stuff. Homework - 80% complete :D

Chiong ah! ._. Two more weeks. Haiz. Where is timetable!! Rawr! Lol if we really gonna shuffle class that would be sad ):

I had a dream I was water-skiing XD HAHHAHAA. And I'm scared of roller coasters. Ohwell the thrill of enjoying something you'll never get to do in real life in your dreams :D

I just realized...I'm a lazy person ):

You should've tried harder. I'm not the kind who plays hard to get but this is different. Yes, I can be mean when I want to. And I lost my guilty conscience :) I just don't care about you anymore~ But still my heart stops without you. Ohwells.

"A hug means I need you. A kiss means I love you. A call means I miss you." All these words and actions from the right person just makes it a whole lot better.
- Eunice's sister :D

Truedat. Adding on: and you'll always be thinking about someone while you read this.

Aaargh wtc I'm starting to panic ): TWO MORE WEEKS OF HOLIDAY WHYYYY ): Okay. Time to start on homework :) Its now or never -.-

Urgh. I am so damn pissed. Just dropped two tetris ranks -.-! Retarded. Its always reach rank 20 and poof! Drop like crap. Hmph. Laggy com! A bad workmen always blames his tools ;D

Merry Christmas. I'm late, sorry, its over. I don't receive Christmas presents anyway. So, I watched a YouTube video about Christmas in a nutshell. I know I'll probably get flamed, hated on and trolled, but suck it. Yeah, I just copied Dennis ._. There was something about God sending down a baby to solve all our problems cause it was his presence etc etc. He walked among us, had a face etc etc. But...if God really was one of us, doesn't that make him human? And we humans aren't perfect. We make mistakes, do stupid things, we're just human. God can't be as human as that right? Or the Holy Trinity thing. The God + Jesus + Mary thing. If they are Trinity = 3 in 1 no? Then how come when Jesus dies the other two are still alive ._. I'm sorry. No offence intended. I crave pardon of offended :)

Religion - To believe or not?

Yes, I admit, there comes a time when we question ourselves, "Does God really exist?" And yes, sometimes I do lose faith. But think about it, who created the universe? This world? Us? Surely some divine being, no matter which religion's perspective you're looking at it from. Surely, that makes God worthy of worship.

Moving on, so what if there's God? If I don't have faith in Him, why should I worship him? Surely He does not want worshipers who only worship Him for the sake of it. Sure, we often hear, we must worship God, or we'll burn in Hell for eternity. That makes you worship God out of fear. But we all must fear God, and fear what he can do to punish us. Yet, we must also love God, because God loves us too.

Why love or believe in something you can't see or feel? I often think, "If I can't see it, it doesn't exist." So, it all boils down to "Can you prove there's God?" Well here's your answer:

Can you prove that you exist? Yes, of course you can. You merely use your senses to determine that you can see, hear, feel, smell, taste and you have emotions as well. All of this is a part of your existence. But this is not how we perceive God in Islam. We can look to the things that He has created and the way that He cares for things and sustains us, to know that there is no doubt of His existence.

Think about this the next time that you are looking up at the moon or the stars on a clear night; could you drop a drinking glass on the sidewalk and expect that it would hit the ground and on impact it would not shatter, but it would divide up into little small drinking glasses, with iced tea in them? Of course not.

And then consider if a tornado came through a junkyard and tore through the old cars; would it leave behind a nice new Mercedes with the engine running and no parts left around? Naturally not.

Can a fast food restaurant operate itself without any people there? That's crazy for anyone to even think about.

After considering all of the above, how could we look to the universe above us through a telescope or observe the molecules in a microscope and then think that all of this came about as a result of a "big bang" or some "accident?"

But that, you may say, is general. A more personal example? Before my PSLE, I talked to God. I said, "Dear God, I know that you exist and can have the power make anything happen. Please help me get fantastic results for PSLE and make me, my family, my teachers, and most of all, my religion proud. Please make my faith in you stronger. Show me and guide me to the right path. And if you do show me something, which would be really simple for you to do, like above, I pledge to donate $50 out of my own pocket money to the needy. So God help me." Yes, I did that. I never told anyone, to this day. But yes, I believe. And yes, I didn't study for PSLE. I wanted to experiment. If God loves me and wants to show me the right path, He will save me. And many times, He did.

Sure you'll say that's probably coincidence. I think not. But if you do know God exists and He created everything, He creates our success too, not ourselves. So if you know, if not believe, that He is all powerful, worship him. He forgives those who are truly sorry and repent, anyway. And if you truly want to find the light, venture. See what different types of religions have to offer. God knows everything that will happen, and has the power to make it happen, He has free will. We are the ones who make decisions what to do with our lives, we have free choice. And I pray that we all make the right choices. From Him we were created and to Him we will all return.

I know someone who has principles and sticks to them. And I thought, "Shouldn't I do the same?" And after some time, I said no. I mean, why should I? God already created those for me :)

9GAG ALL THE WAY! :D


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[[168040846586189]] Feel like a Sir.
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[[224812970902314]] Derp
[[192644604154319]] Derpina

Let's play a love game.

CLEVERBOT IS RACIST!

GRAAH THIS IS KILLING ME. Its like being stabbed a million times and then left to bleed and then rearranging my face-.- WHY LEAVE ME A FEW DAYS FOR ME TO HEAL THEN COME BACK?! Cause it would hurt more, no? Dammit. Its like being fucked all over again. (Metaphorically.) 70% of me wants you back...the other 70% doesn't. Hahah bitch please.

Lolol. Maybe my inspiration would come back eh. Incomplete poem. WHERE DID THAT DAMN VOICE IN MY HEAD GO TO-.-

Just when I thought it was over,
Just when I thought I was stronger
To stand on my own.
You came around and
Pushed me down and
____  ____  ____  ____.

Urgh.

I had so many dreams about you and me, happy endings, now I know.

The world today is screwed. Screwed opinions.

Aah. My laptop is electrocuting me._. I think. Crapp. I was bathing and thought of something to say then forgot-.-" As usual. That's a very fine line you're walking.

Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not to

Yesss. HAHAHA.

Yayy my sis got Skyrim~~ :D

Let's blame it on September
'Cause it hurts to remember
We can fight to hold on
But August is gone

Sigh. The memories. Anyway, help spread the word~ :)
But still my heart stops without you
There's something about you
That makes me feel alive

You know its just a little too late.

Backyard of butterflies surrounded me
I fell in love with you like bees to honey

Dear God,
Thankyou for helping me. Thankyou for loving me. No love is as strong as the love for You. And someday, I'll find true happiness. God never gives problems you can't solve. And if one day, I'm put in a difficult situation again, please remind me. Dear God, give me not an easier task but rather, give me strength and courage to face it. May I find peace in myself and a place in heaven.

Eeeee. Suspicious. Okay then. Shut down.

Tell me, tell me, what makes you think that you are invincible?
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure.

Don't walk away don't say good bye
Don't leave me here like the other time
Don't walk away no not tonight

I just wanna be the hand you hold when you're crying
I just wanna be the voice that tells you it'll be alright.

Hurts me more than hurts you.

I wish I was as uncaring and unemotional as you.

Found this while searching for random blogskin.

All I want for Christmas is you.


And an iPhone ._. I'M SORRY!!! Gah. Couldn't help but say that :X But really.

Oh. Juxtaposition is it? Ehehh :D LA hurry finishhhh! I just started urghh. Research so much. Methinks me shall defend Thomas More~ Which is actually veery hard. Stupid Robert Bolt purposely make every single other character greedy/untrustworthy/proud-.- Nvm, newfound debate skills are kicking in~ Good old times.

Three more weeks then school reopen~~ *panic* New uniform._. New class cos of shuffling-.- New everything, duhh. Now then I start to feel horrified about shuffling classes._. Yay monsoon season = rainnn~ rain all day :D = no assembly :D but then again, rain = cold...ah well. I feel like crying ): No, I feel worse than that ): I'm screaming in my head, its too quiet ): IOARNCIQOYURWHOIFESDJOWAERQWAMKD. Nah. I feel worse than that. Sobsobsob. You're different now... I wish I could block out everything too. I can't stop thinking. About you. And feeling. For you. Will you?

Drop everything now, meet me in the pouring rain.
Kiss me on the sidewalk, take away the pain.

Its the most beautiful time of the year. Please...

ALL IS NOT LOST!! *cries* :'D

Come backkkkk ):

Sigh. I should make a black and emo and sad and depressing blogskin. White doesn't suit me. PitchDark.

Even on 9gag dammit.










And its driving me mad I miss you so bad.
I've been keeping busy all the time just to tryna get you off my mind.

Silence. Its so loud its deafening.

Kill me already. How ironic. It fits the title.

Meh. I still need you. I still feel you, like I'm right beside you.

Fightfightfight. I can't fight it anymoreee. You've won the battle but you've lost the war.

Three more weeks.

Funny how I always end up saying the most. Funny how I always end up feeling guilty. Funny how I always end up being the one saying it. Funny how I always end up starting and ending. Always.

Love me, love me, say that you love me.
Fool me, fool me, oh how you do me.
Kiss me, kiss me, say that you miss me.
Tell me what I wanna hear, and tell me you love me.

What are words if you really don't mean them when you say them?

Its either someone loves you, and you don't love that person

Or you love that person, yet they don't love you.

FUCKTHISSHIT.

Finished Death Note!! :3 Ahaha I wish Light didn't die ): But then again, he so stupid-.- L is smart :) Too bad he died. Ohwell. Apples nomyummunch :3 Teehee Ryuk~ :D Oh. Death Note is three times shorter than D.Gray-Man ._. Lalala~ I should get some sleep ):

Goddammit I'm super tired._.

Thursday-Friday:
6pm-345am - On com playing pokemonvortex + fb + tetris
345am-445am - Power nap
445am-7am - Reach Johore eat breakfast
7am-945am - Travelling to KL (slept for half an hour)
945am-now - Doing random things and not sleeping. Oh. Watching Death Note :)

Not bad. 40hours of not sleeping.

Ah. I'm in love. With 9GAG :D Teehee. Okay. I should stop playing stupid games like pokemonvortex.org Ahaha its super easy grinding. LOLOLOL. Anyway. I'm not gonna help you anymore. Or play along. Yep, crash on your own tonight. I'll be gone~

Dreams. Bad dreams. Dammit.

24hours. Maths Christmas Package done. No distractions. Har. Har. Har. Life's good. Awesome shit. Hahhahaa sleep then dream of answers then wake up. I think I'm going crazy :D Sigh. Maybe I do regret not paying attention in class ): Nevertheless! My brain is fried :3 Lol. Maybe I shouldn't spam homework._. Ohwell. 26 MORE DAYS TILL SCHOOL REOPENS!! Going on holiday, goodbye~

Gah. Tolerance, not love.

I hate my life, hold on to me
And if you ever decide to leave
Then I'll go, I'll go, I'll go.

LOL. Sick title. Urghh. I'm so dirty minded-.-

Anyways, new blogskin! :D My second skin :) Teehee Cody Simpson!! :D The first in www.blogskins.com :P So hawttt <3

Ohya. Did I mention? I wanna use contacts ): Specs are ugly ): Gah. I know, my specs are nice, just that I don't like specs anymore D: I look ugly in specs._. Zzz. I wish I had perfect eyesight-.-

You turn, turn, turn, turning me on

Like a slow fire burn 

I know that it's wrong

Still I run, run, run, run right into you

Yeah, I run, run, run, run right into you~