I'll be out of my mind,
And you'll be out of ideas pretty soon,
So let's spend the afternoon in a cold hot air balloon.
Leave your jacket behind,
Lean out and touch the treetops over town,
I can't wait, to kiss the ground whenever we touch back down~

Hot Air Balloon - Owl City <3

Today, fire drill in the morning, blackout at night. What a waste of timeee! ): as in fire drill, during HOMEROOM (aka free time) )): and blackout (which lasted not more than 2 mins) during study prep -.- haha it should be the other way rounddd! :D Andand OMG Legend of the Guardians: The Owls of Ga'hoole is out!!! I WANNA WATCHHH! )): Cause Take to the Sky - Owl City is in it D: Gahh, I wanna watch )): But I dont think I'm allowed )))': Its soooooooooooooooooooooooooo coooooooooooooooooooooool!!!

I shall not let insignificant people ruin my mood, my day, my life (:
I shall not be bothered/troubled by anyone (:
I shall not dwell in the past (:
I shall not mention people who are not worth mentioning in my life (:
I shall think of all the people who are behind me (:
I shall ignore such remarks (:
I shall forget about what happened and move on (:

I shall not bother about what you say,
I believe that people like you should just go away.
You don't deserve to be living today,
Cause lies and lies are all you say.

Oh yes, you ruined my perfect day,
But I'll let the tide wash those memories away,
Cause you're not worth a second of my time,
And without you, my life would be better than fine (:

Does it make sense if person A fell and person B said that person A made him/her fall instead? And hellooo I know myself best. Especially about what I say (: I don't bother asking someone to apologise to me. If you want to, then do so. If you don't want to, don't mention it (: Bleh, whateverrr omg this world is so screwed!!! The start of my awesome day. Wow, cry for sympathy~ Anyways, I cried for better reasons (: Omg and I cried in school for five times and counting~ O: Haha at least its better than bottling it up inside (: So anyways, I CAN COUNTER EVERY FREAKING STATEMENT YOU SAID. For example, "In working life, the CEO does not look at your grades but rather your ability to work with others." Like what the crap, is the CEO so stupid to choose such people to work with you? Apparantly, yes. The CEO would, no, SHOULD, assign teams based on each person's ABILITY TO WORK (heck with the others). And which CEO would bother about ability to work with others? In actual fact, when you grow up, its all about being the best. If there's someone better than you, you're gone. Nobody cares about not being able to work with other not up-to-standard people because what that matters most is the QUALITTY OF WORK PRODUCED, alone or as a team. AND GRADES DO FREAKING MATTER. If they don't, we would all not be bothered about upcoming tests, PSLE, 'O's, 'A's and yeahh... Its not as if you can get a job if you don't have education. Unless you're those Bill Gates type of person of course... Oh by the way, I can work with people (: Those who can work with me and who are actually responsible beings (Zzz a smart CEO wouldn't hire the irresponsible people right? Yes, in real life. But not in this particular context) So, point is, your argument is invalid, stupid. I feel like writing my 513 word letter (thankyou Aggie for counting :p) here but I'm too lazy and its too long! ps. I think this post is kinda long too D: (361 words so far :D) ps. thankyou Lingyan, Ili and Jolene for the tissues :D Thankyou Khairul, Aggie, Farah and Lingyan for your wonderful words :D Thankyou everyone for cheering me up today (:

Today is supposed to be the happiest day of my life. Two months already (: But, in the morning, I was greeted by a mirror image of me. Please stop copying the way I do my stuff and the stuff I have. Please. I have my right to be unique ): Anyways, because of that, my whole day went from bad to worse... But I think I'm a great (temporary) garbage disposer. Temporary onlyy ): Ohwells, life goes on...

Yay today I was soo happy cause it was my short day :D But then, I had to collect college blazer for the stupid mendaki thing ): So, Farah and I went to the library (since that's where you loan blazers from)... Then, the librarian said that we had to ask Ms Phua to sign our forms... I was like O_O are you serious?? So anyways, I went BEC to boarding :D On my way BEC, I saw Ms Phua :D Soo I acted really nice and asked her if she could sign my form (: And you know what she said? "Wah, you wash laundry so much is it? Your hair so messy. No, I don't want to sign for you, I am too busy. I'm going back to College." Wth ): I WAS SO...dejected? Soo... I had to enlist help from other people... :D ps. thankyou veryvery much for helping me :D

This list is only applicable to people whom I met/known last year or earlier (I know, random post) (in random order, who comes to mind first)

1. Kangkiat
When? 22 October 2009 (:
Who? impXfighter, my "advisor", my super good friend :D (but can never be my best, sorry) ):
How? Maple :D
Last time talked to: 16 September 2010 ):

2. Tricia
When? PRPS :D
Who? PRPS Head Prefect
How? Pri 3 (:
Last time talked to: Teachers' Day ):

3. Marabeth
When? PRPS :D
Who? PRPS Deputy Head
How? Pri 3 (:
Last time talked to: Teachers' Day ):

4. Azrin
When? PRPS :D
Who? PRPS Assistant Head
How? Pri 3
Last time talked to: Teachers' Day ):

5. Bernice
When? PRPS :D
Who? Ahaha, ICON Club :p
How? Pri 3
Last time talked to: Teachers' Day ):

6. Emily
When? PRPS :D
Who? The SICK person :p
How? Pri 3
Last time talked to: After Teachers' Day :D

7. EVERYONE in 6Aspiration'09
When? PRPS :D
Who? Nice, awesome people whom I miss A LOT )):
How? Pri 6
Last time talked to: Teachers' Day/last yearrr! ):

I MISS YOU ALL )): Keep in touch <3 Once friends, Always friends (:

All I wanted to say, I've told you. Soo, whatever that I missed out, I'll write it here (: HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY! :D I am so happy for you haha (: Hope you won't become commando ): Pleasee don't die (i'm not cursing you) )):

Always remember all the fun we had together (:
Remember to SMILEEE! :D
Remember the song/poem I wrote for you (:
Remember the poems you titled for me (:
Remember our late night convos (smses and msn both) (:
Remember how you cheer me up (:
Remember and cherish the memories we had together (:

Forget that you hurt me (:
Forget that I ever liked/hated you (:
Forget the time when I made you feel guilty (:
Forget the times we fought (:
Forget that I was emo cause of you (:
Forget those bitter memories (:

Take care (:

Ps. Listen to September by Daughtry :D

Hehe I hope you like my present :D Yay! First (official) day of boarding and its someone's birthday (: Ohoh, Happy Belated Birthday Victoria!!! :D I hope you like my present too :D Okay, so last night was scary ): I couldn't sleep till 1am+ (like most other people) and while studying, MY TABLE LAMP STARTED FLICKERING!!! BUT, the next morning, I turned it on and IT WAS FINE O: Haha ohwells, boarding is FUN! But I had to run all the way from HC second bus stop all the way to my room cause I smuggled macs :D Yupps, so I got a yummy dinner (: AT 10PM ):< Which was after study prep and supper ): And, of course, i had third lang today... Stupid teacher dragged the class until 6.40pm ):< (luckily I asked for early leave). And I went to buy pringles and cup noodles at Junction8 FairPrice (: I REACHED BOARDING 1.5 HOURS AFTER CURFEW TIME O: haha its third lang fault okay! :D Anyways, kk's birthday is on Thursdayyyy! :DDD Kays, back to IS. Test tmr!!! ):

Haha Hari Raya was uneventful. The most uneventful one in YEARS... Spent time studying ): and half packing for boarding :D Ohemgee TWO MORE DAYS!!! Haha soo excited :D but I think I'll miss my room, my bed, my everything! ): Haha change has to come someday anyway (: Oh, just ow while sharpening my colour pencils I thought of this,

"Humans are like a box of colour pencils. We are good at some things and bad at others, just like how some colours are nice and sharp while others are ugly and blunt. But if we learn how to sharpen our blunt colour pencils, we can colour the most amazing and beautiful picture ever." - Me :D

Its true, isn't it? Talking about colours and colour pencils, I think that after nine months, I finally see my classmates' true colours. Not that I'm saying they're bad or good because I know I shouldn't talk about others behind their backs. Cause I'm not a good person myself, I admit. But I'm still in the process of sharpening my colour pencils (: I don't get why some people make a big fuss about what other people do. They can say whatever they want to say. But if they say that they don't care what you write or say, then that's contradicting. Say don't care, still write LOL. Anyways, don't care (: Even if they say bad stuff. Just don't bother. Cause truly, you don't! :D And cause there's surely someone out there who will always accept you for who you are, the way you are (:

Porridge yum yum :9 (kfc porridge, I mean ><) Haha today was the last day of the offer!! ): LOL. Anyways, what was most enjoyable and fun and happy was that I had dinner with him <3 :D Gah, never knew how much I could miss someone /: and it was only six dayys! ): Sadly, this enjoyable and fun and happy moment only lasted like 1.5hours?? ): But still, it was worth my time (of course) :D Every second with him is worth it <3 thankyou for always being by my side (: thankyou for not hurting me (: thankyou for accepting me the way I am (: thankyou for all that you've done for me (: thankyou for everything (: thankyou for tonight (: I love you <33

Bird's eye view, awake the stars cause they're all around you,
Wide eyes will always brighten the blue,
Chase your dreams, and remember me, speak bravery,
Cause after all those wings would take you up, so high,
So bid the forest a fond goodbye, as you brace the wind and,
Take to the sky...

Haiz, sometimes I really don't know who are my friends and who are my enemies.

"You have enemies? Good, then that means you have stood up for something" - Eminem

Really? Then how come we have enemies when we don't even stand up for anything? I don't understand why everybody is fighting ): Can't we all just be nice to each other? Can't we all just look at the way we behave instead of criticizing others? Can't we all look from another perspective to solve the problem? Instead of just fighting ): Can't we all just step into the other party's shoes and think, how would we feel if we did this or that? Can't we all just shut up if we have nothing nice to say? C'mon people, PEACE. We're gonna be stuck with each other for a long long time, so can't we just GET ALONG? We can't get along with our own classmates, how do you expect us to get along with other classes?

My life sucks. I get all the suckish groupmates for projects. Not that they're not nice. Not that they're nice either D: oh I don't knoww! ): And I get scolded for being so stupid. I hatee maths. I hateee life. And I cried in front of him /: how stupid of me ): and still, I love him <33