The Tortoise In The Shell

I wanna dance with somebody.

Friday, August 31, 2012 8:16 PM

I wanna feel the heat with somebody.

ACES dance so fun! :D I GOT THE MOVES LIKE JAGGER~ AND THEY PLAYED FALL BY JUSTIN BIEBER FOR WARM DOWN OMGOMG TOLD YOU THE WHOLE BELIEVE ALBUM WAS GOOOOOOD. hahah. Teachers' day celebration was ok la :) I gave Ms Selva, Ms Ning, Mr Pok, Mr Han and Mr Dio! :D but Mr Han quite sad I didn't see any presents in his lettertray :( hmm Mr Dio also O.o hahah I feel bad I didn't give Mr Tjhin>< MR POK CAN JUGGLE OMGOMG.

Ohmann is it so wrong to tiptoe and whisper into someone's ear? :/ its not my fault that I'm too short and that I need to whisper!! :(

Hahah going back to PRPS was fun :) saw so many ppl :D AND THERE ARE 2 JH1S FROM PRPS OMG I DIDN'T KNOW O: I hope they add me on Facebook :(

Reunion was better than expected :) Fish&Co is nice!!! More people came today :) and Wesley changed he looks so scary to me :/ sighh. I miss primary school. Everyone was so carefree. I wish we talked about ourselves more today. Although everyone would soo definitely change their opinion of me :/

Sorry for the extremely unelaborated post I'm running on 5% battery T.T

AND MY TWITTER IS BEING SPAMMED BY 6A PEOPLE HAHA.

This time it doesn't matter.

Thursday, August 30, 2012 9:34 PM

HOLY CRAP OMG DID BLOGGER JUST REVAMP MY BLOGSKIN OMGOMG THIS IS DISGUSTING AND UGLY HELP. Oh chey. Its just the mobile that's revamped :')

Band concert was interesting. Haha I wonder. Do all couples ask each other out to concerts? Scandalous.

Waiting for my parents to fetch me nao. Half an hour more apparently-.- sitting at the bus stop is boring. And I have to wait even longer because I was speed walking from the main gate to bus stop I don't know why. Perhaps to get away from my memories which still linger there. Oh 67 just passed :)

OHOH FORGOT TO MENTION. As I was exiting LT5, LSS was there and she glared at me :( lol. No you cannot give me another yellow slip this year >:( hahah its at night anyway :D but I'm still in school uniform so that counts whoops.

Anyways, had a total of 4hrs of math today! 3hr of consol :') consultation actually. I'm not in consol :D Mr Pok is so nice :) though I felt stupid cos I don't know even the simplest things._. But I feel so much smarter now :D

Bio project was quite good actually :) though since I ended consultation at 430pm I had to rush cos the due time was 445pm :( My group was the first to hand in from 306-.- okay luhh we were quite efficient :') some people.

Shooting was surprisingly good.

Can't wait for tmr! :D ACES day is gonna be soo fun! XD

Get out get out get out of my head.

So many songs we forgot to play.

Wednesday, August 29, 2012 8:22 PM

Biotech fair was fun! Although NJ only won one :( but that's ok :) I wish I got to go too :( not as a spectator I mean. Anyways Hwa Chong is goooood O: And me and Ethan took the candy floss three times altogether XD Aggie was too guilty to take :( lol I think I'm sick of candy floss already :X and reception food was gooooood! :D sadly the only lesson I skipped was Chem-.- since there was no leadership >:(

We've drifted. Lol okay I'm exaggerating. Its weird to use such a word when referring to the same sex but yeahh. I see that you don't care anymore. Maybe you never did but its ok. I suppose you can live your life and I'll live mine and may our paths never cross. I don't think that would happen anyway since you're already trying so hard.

Dear God, I am lonely. Please send me a companion who would be truthful and honest and faithful.

I wish you were here to share these days so bad.

Tuesday, August 28, 2012 5:47 PM

Hahah today was a nice rainy weather :) but it was soo cold gah I shall bring my jacket tmr >< but everytime I bring it doesn't rain >:( can't wait for shooting jacket to come its damn nice!! But only can get like term 4 :(

I FEEL SO GUILTY I SLEPT IN MATH I'M REALLY REALLY SORRY MR POK :(((

AEP today was so cold too!! Hahah we were doing photoshop which was kinda cool :D but tedious :( and the Macs there were soo big I got a headache just looking at them._. Bought two double chocolate cookies wasted my money :(

The weather seriously makes me pee! :( I hate it because I hate school toilets.

Okay I must remember that tmr there's LA reflective response test and I must bring the biotech fair form. And gonna do bio model after LA which is during lunch.

Thursday gonna record LA witness account and go for physics consol and then math consol and then shoot internals then watch band concert.

FRIDAY IS TEACHERS DAY YAY!!! I shall only give teachers who I like :D that is: Mr Han, Mr Dio, Ms Selva, Ms Khoo AND MR POK!!! :D

Gift ideas, anyone? :/

Tonight we are young.

Monday, August 27, 2012 10:24 PM

Yes, I can play the guitar. To a certain extent :D

Love me like you do.

5:36 PM

Lolz okay I'm sorry for not posting properly ytd :P I know what it feels like to come to a blog and see that its not updated cos everyone's like that >:(

So anyways. Today was okay luhh. I didn't really care about the performance :( food was good :D and I had to weave so many ketupats!! But I don't mind :)

I got a headache because I haven't paid back my sleep debt since Wednesday night!! Ahh. Well last two nights of boarding spent "partying" until 3am._.

I wanted to write something really deep which I've been putting off since last week cos I'm too lazy :( soon perhaps. LOL.

COOL RAINY WEATHER MAKES ME WANNA PEE><

I just gravitate towards you.

12:14 AM

Can't find Nicholas :( looks like I'll just wait until next year. Sigh.

OHGOD WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY WHY AM I SUCH A PEDO :/

Why am I here when I should be with you?

Saturday, August 25, 2012 5:54 PM

Today was DSA camp! :D though mine started at 11.30am >:( supposed to end at 5pm but mine ended at 4.30pm cos the teachers were super fast! :D so now I'm slacking in boarding waiting for 5pm when I can check out~ Hahah and Jana changed with Regine so I ended up with Regine which wasn't a bad thing :D

ANYWAY! HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY!!! This boy Nicholas was soooooo good!!! I never met such a friendly and humble and confident junior ever :') and he's not too bad looking XD omg I'm such a pedophile :/ Regine thinks this boy called Janson is cute and I don't doubt it but I think Nicholas is more shuai :D but can't compare that with cute la. point is!!! I hope they get in! Yknow the female interviewer (I forgot her name><) asked me and Regine who we thought were good and I said Nicholas and she said Janson so I hope they will take our opinions into consideration!! I like Nicholas!!! Though he doesn't look like a Nicholas :P oh then Mr Alan Goh gave me food XD which was really nice of him I think he is so caring haha! Even took out chairs for me to sit :) oh and I asked him about Nicholas and Janson again hehh hope they really let them pass DSA :/

And actually, I'm only talking about Janson cos of Regine XD

Oh forgot to mention. I went to take food for the teachers and the GO ppl said to take food for us or else it would be wasted. It was freaking jap food which was worth $5!!! But yeah I couldn't eat :( so I gave the other interview helpers XD ppl like Kang Jin (I saw his brother going interview!), Wee Han and Chan Woo suddenly acknowledged my presence-.- but that's ok cos they helped put back the tables and chairs after the whole thing was over :')

Back to Nicholas! :D yeah though I never went through DSA interviews before but I still gave him some tips :') he's so cute he said he was hyperactive and sure can't get in :( BUT NO. I HAVE FAITH IN HIM. Then when he came out I asked him how was it then he said quite good thanks to me aaah I am so honoured! He's such a nice boy who is so grateful I hope his parents are proud to have a son like him!!! NICHOLASSSSS AAH I THINK I'M GONNA GO STALKER MODE>< I reeeeaaaally hope he gets in because he deserves it. And there's so many things to say but I'm too lazy to type or explain I guess I shall just keep this wonderful memory between me and Regine haha XD

Help. There's something about Nanyang Primary boys that attracts me :/

You used to captivate me.

Friday, August 24, 2012 9:25 PM

Title is self explanatory. This goes out to more than one person.

Friday I'm in love.

9:24 PM

Yesterday's formal dinner was better than expected. But the food sucked :P I don't get why people keep on complimenting each other I find it uncomfortable :/ I mean like, doesn't everybody look spectacular during formal dinner? Aah I really don't know how to reply :( its always "Waa you so pretty!" (repeats 10x) "Haha thankyou! You too! I like your dress!" Isn't this too...insincere?

Today is a good day I think :) our IH poster looks soooo professional!!! XD and I'm so nervous and excited about mock trial>< hope me, Naimi and Grant win!

Staying in Gladis' room with Vanessa Goh! :) its fun :)

Aah I'm scared for Monday :'( don't wanna miss the whole day cos of Hari Raya Celebrations!! And its gonna be really awkward T.T

You make my heart race.

Now that we're done.

Thursday, August 23, 2012 12:17 PM

We are never ever ever getting back together.

I know you're scared.

1:50 AM

Go ahead and let them talk, their words mean nothing.

No trespassing.

1:33 AM

Ah my mood has lifted :)

Its kinda scary how my stats is like mobile operating system page views thing: #1 Windows phone. SERIOUSLY WHO USES WINDOWS PHONE NOWADAYS :/

Went shooting today I hope I'll shoot well for SAFRA monthly this Sunday! :/

House session was annoying when people keep making changes to what I wrote. Yeah some parts are not perfect cause I was rushing but the nice parts are fine the way they are okay. What do you know about poetry anyway.

Hehh okay I shouldn't be mean. I love how Terra always writes letters to each other on the last house session :) and it really shows. Like, what's the first thing you think of when you see that person's name. So yeah, I guess its mostly what others associate you with :/

Played Monopoly deal with Egg, Turtle, Van and Noob (AAHHAHA) :D yay weird names. Neways Sherlyn, Mengyuan and Bec came to steal my food >:( lol jk I asked everyone to eat>< and now we're all gonna get sore throat :/

Ok I should sleep now got dumb essay test in the morning at 7.20am on a THURSDAY. I hate Mr Chan. Never had a good impression of him anyway. What sort of planning and teaching style is this man. I'd soo rather KhooLL :)

Tmr is formal dinner :O :D :/

Bleah. Here's a picture of my letter thingy XD I'm so touched by some people's letters :') Like Sherlyn! :D hahah here's a post which you'll probably be able to relate to THANKYOU :)

Trembling hands touch skin.

1:22 AM

Sigh. Emotional roller coaster. I feel bad :/ I should stop playing with people's feelings. Please don't ask me to make decisions when I'm emotionally unstable. Especially now.

Its like taking drugs. Bad but its the addiction. Your love is my drug. Can you feel it kicking in?

Too bad cause Imma lose my addiction.

Sigh. See what I mean. Is it not obvious? Am I not trying hard enough? Leave me alone please before I make matters worse.

She's got a boyfriend now.

Tuesday, August 21, 2012 10:53 PM

I'm not that kind of person, Justin. You should know that.

Please don't have somebody waiting on you.

6:29 PM

Okay I tried being nice and wanting you back but it failed. So ohwell bad luck to you because I hate people who are mean to me when I try so hard to be nice.

Yay I love how old acquaintances are refreshed :)

Smile till it hurts.

Monday, August 20, 2012 11:44 PM

Tsk. I'm lazy to repeat what I said on twitter but since its really bugging me, I shall. Stop acting like you know me. Stop invading my privacy. I don't care if you talk bad about me, that's your mouth, but don't stick your head in my stuff because its my business and not yours.

Okay I give up on this stupid AEP humanoid homework thingy. Been working on it since check in and that amounts to three hours worth of work.

Baby cause its killing me looking in your eyes.

5:29 PM

White eyeshadow + silver & black eyeliner :)

I can take you anywhere.

4:30 PM

Ohh right. I forgot. Checking in today :( its gonna be a busy busy week.

Andand! I would like to clear a misconception :) Hari Raya is NOT muslim's new year please :') its a celebration to mark the end of the fasting month/start of Syawal!! Our new year is 1st Muharram and don't ask me when's that cause it changes every year :9

I cannot help but need it all.

4:22 PM

I wish my closet was full of dresses suitable for formal dinner :'( meh. Had to go out today to find a dress. and since today is a public holiday so yeahh most shops are closed-.-

But point is.

It truly doesn't matter what you wear, its how you wear its and most importantly, who you are ;)

Those who saw the dress I wore to Aristal? Yeah, I bought that from a flea market for 2 bucks :9 and this year's one costs $30 :( Last year's one cost like $130+? I dunno. I should just buy all my dresses from flea markets next time lol.

Baby I will be your everything.

Sunday, August 19, 2012 10:25 PM

Ohmann. This is bad :/ Waking up the once-dormant side of me. Emotions stirring. Flames of love ignite.

Broken english.

5:39 PM

Yay I just finished reading Flowers for Algernon :) its a nice book! :D like The Curious Incident of the Dog at Night-time XD but yeahh, I feel bad cos both books are like written in the perspective of mentally challenged people :/ And I slept at 6am and woke up at 11am and my head has been hurting the whole day so I didn't really do anything today besides eating, bathing, replying text messages and reading. Oh god I feel so unproductive but my head seriously hurts. I should do some work now. I think my English is deteriorating its like I spell every word wrong.

Haven't gotten a dress for formal dinner and probably can't get one cos its public holiday today and tomorrow. I could wear the dress I wore to Aristal. That'll make it the third formal dinner wearing a black dress.

Its really weird that I need to remind myself that I can eat. I'm so...overwhelmed._.

Just made a cup of coffee :) its not nescafe since I left those in boarding :( this coffee tastes disgusting but ohwell it serves its purpose.

I am highly influenced to write the way writers write in books I read O.o

I would've talked to you just now but I'm just too brain dead to start and withstand a nerve wrecking heart wrenching conversation with you.

Do you want me to stay?

5:37 AM

Gah didn't sleep at all :/ mostly cos I slept at 10.30pm on Friday and woke up at 2.30pm >< baddd. So yeah. Needa kill off some sleep. I FREAKING FINISHED IH FIELDWORK. Yeah, I'm not trying to be mean or anything but I did more than 50% of the work. And its supposed to be (100/5)%=20% workload per person-.-

I DON'T ALWAYS TAKE THE INITIATIVE. BUT WHEN I DO, I'M A LEADER, NOT A FOLLOWER.

Aah my head hurts :( just read SPIRE comments from Myself. Gahh. So much edits to do :( I still need to do LA! And Bio project. Yawnn. I think the more I think the sleepier I get.

And yes, after that horrible stomach wrecking experience, I haven't drank coffee :')

Goodbye Ramadan may we meet again.

Have you lost your way?

Saturday, August 18, 2012 3:36 PM

Hahah. Don't mind my previous post. I was just in those kind of moods where I feel so empty and lonely I can't help myself.

But of course, I don't stay like that forever. In fact, I have been overcome by a new resolute! Hmm that sentence seems funny. Oh well. Point is, nothing can stop me when I get like this. "Your failure will be my success." I assure you.

Could you hold me together?

2:42 PM

Yay I love having monologues with myself.

Don't get me wrong.

Friday, August 17, 2012 8:52 PM

Ahahah the week is finally over! Phew I'm exhausted :/ the earliest I slept this week is 2am!!!

Anyway, school today was eventful I guess? Had Malay presentation and I just love how I speak so fluently without any slang whatsoever XD Then it was Bio and Ms Zhuang didn't come so we had to do a worksheet. Turns out that I was the only one who did it-.- and Naimi thinks I got A for Bio oh I am so touched :') Math test was ooookay considering that I don't really pay attention in Pok's class (he's really nice!) I kinda fell asleep for majority of MI lecture :/ I miss Mr Dio lecturing us :( Mr Yong is just...uninteresting. Sure, I think he's knowledgable but he's just not as engaging :( anyways Mr Dio already thought us today's lecture during tutorial :D that reminds me, since Monday is a holiday there is no MI tutorial!!! :'( IH was funfunfun as always I love how my group is so productive and I love Mr Han!!! :D

Okay enough of that hehh. I decided to cut my fringe today :) here's a picture of me actually with my specs LOL now everyone will be able to recognise me-.- Haha at least I look intelligent :3

PS. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GRANT LEE AND GREYSON CHANCE<3

With my back against the wall.

Wednesday, August 15, 2012 2:36 PM

Bored. Today was an extremely slack day cos we didn't have LA so yeap, slacked in Bytz.

Was trying to stay awake in Chem and I actually took the initiative to go toilet and wash my face :') but I didn't absorb anything guh.

Haha canteen drinks look so nice! I haven't bought at Surf Shack for a super long time cos yeahh its unhygienic O:

Hmm. JH4 gonna have a JH prom. Should I help out? Lol.

"What you need to know is you tried, let it go let it go."

I'll never let you go.

12:18 AM

Hello. I'm on borrowed internet so this is gonna be a really short post and cos I'm so damn sleepy cos I slept at 3am last night :( fell asleep in Math and AEP and after that until 6.40pm :/

Yay projects got pushed back so more time :') (actually this is obviously not true-.-)

Let's end off with a bad mood ;( Gah. I don't trust you anymore. I'm sorry, I would have but it turns out that you don't need or deserve my trust or attention or whatever.

Stop being so clingy.

Sunshine and city lights will guide you home.

Sunday, August 12, 2012 12:30 PM

OMG GUYS LISTEN TO THIS SONG AAH ITS SO BEAUTIFUL AND PERFECT AND YES I HAVE NEVER USED SUCH WORDS TO DESCRIBE A SONG BUT IT SERIOUSLY MELTS MY HEART AAH GREYSON Y U SO PERFECT.

LYRICS (WHICH ARE SO HARD TO FIND):

It’s taking us downtown, You’re watching me, watching me, watching me go. But I never listen, No I never let you move. Now we’re headed uptown, Is their something that you wanted to say? Cause I need to go now, do you want me to stay? I said a stay-e-ay-e-ay-e-ay-ay-ay. Mmm. What you need, to know, is you tried, let it go, let it go. What you need to find, is someone who will never let you go. Noooo, and sunshine and city lights, will guide you home, And noooo, yeah you gotta know, that I’ll never let you go. Mmm. Now we’re stuck in midtown, Surrounded by people and nothing but sound, And we’re going nowhere, We are the lost and found. We’re all over this town, Is there something that you wanted to say? Cause I need to go now, do you want me to stay? I said a stay-e-ay-e-ay-e-ay-ay-ay. Mmm. What you need, to know, is you tried, let it go, let it go. What you need to find, is someone who will never let you go. Noooo, and sunshine and city lights, will guide you home, And noooo, yeah you gotta know, that I’ll never let you go. Sunshine and City Lights, ooooh Sunshine and City Lights, mhm What you need, to know, is you tried, let it go, let it go. What you need to find, is someone who will never let you go. What you need, to know, is you tried, let it go, let it go. What you need to find, is someone who will never let you go. Noooo, and sunshine and city lights, will guide you home, And noooo, yeah you gotta know, that I’ll never let you go.

Ooh and his birthday is coming soon^^ and so is Grant's haha! :D

Today is a good day yes :)

Good morning and good night.

Saturday, August 11, 2012 6:21 PM

I wake up at twilight :)

Hahah! This is my new favourite song! ^_^ and now I can listen to it more often cos ITS FREE IN TAPTAP :D and its a fun song to play too! :D I got 1,232,000+ on extreme :D which isn't bad cos I haven't played in a long long time O:

Bleh I shall not double post so go read my second blog :3

Lately I find myself waiting anxiously for you but even when my window of opportunity comes, I just let is slip away because I really don't know what to do. I wish boarding would end quickly, minus the formal dinner performance.

Is it not true?

Pageviews today: 36. Hmm.

Bright lights should be pretty.

Friday, August 10, 2012 9:35 PM

Yes I am gonna pull off an all nighter tonight ;) cause I can and nobody will stop me.

Freaking pissed today. Stop assuming please. If I had problems I would tell you okay? (only if I feel like but yeah) stop coming up with all sorts of crazy reasons on why I'm moody when most of it is building up cause of you. Seriously. Do I have relationship problems? Ahem. Do I even have a relationship in the first place? And who's the one who's saying that I should concentrate on studies and not think about boys. Well here's what: I'm not.

Sigh. This is why I should just put up a happy front so that nobody will ask and everybody can finally leave me alone.

Its times like these when I feel like applying for LIB so I can stay in boarding forever and not come home.

@SGTeacherSays is like my friend :')

And all the other boys try to chase me.

11:37 AM

Urgh. Didn't eat in the morning again. I feel like dying omg. I hate staying at home. I'm super unproductive. At least in boarding I sleep less but I don't feel so sickly.

Aah you're online againnn omgomg but I have nothing to say. And its dumb waiting for you to start the conversation because that will never happen.

Hahah I was bored and today is such a hot day so I went to bathe and take a picture LOL. Anddd well, cos I misplaced my specs T.T

Yeahh, best time to take: after washing your hair :) and this picture is kinda different cos I took it with my hands sticking out of the window XD
Apps used: InstaFrame and InstaCollage :6
Anddd how I achieve different unique-looking effects: combine :3 Like use InstaFrame and save then open InstaCollage and the saved one then edit and save again :D
Another interesting app you might wanna try: PS (Photoshop) Express :) The one where I did my rainbow picture/with the rainbow filter XD

Yes, I shall be nice and post a before/after picture :') Yeah I kinda like to original one better._.

Cause I'm feeling so shady lately.

Thursday, August 9, 2012 9:00 PM

OMGOMGOMG. BOYTHUNDER FOLLOWED ME!!! <3 AAH THANKYOU SO MUCH I'M SO HAPPY I'M GONNA DIE OF JOY HAHA.

And after a long time, I saw you online on WhatsApp :)

Can you feel it kicking in?

5:09 PM

CHEAT MY FEELINGS.

We will stand together hear the lion roar.

12:07 PM

Happy National Day :) another patriotic title though I'm not in the mood. Seriously, the only time I actually felt patriotic about National Day was in primary school. And though I'm in National JC, it got worse instead of better. Lol.

Happy National Mugging Day! Yeah, I suppose this is what happens as we get older. I have a ton of homework to do and I'm not even sure I can get it done by Sunday night.

Fine. I can't go to the hospital? I shall just rot at home and when the time comes and I become old and frail and when my ankle fails me its not my fault. #parentsknowbest

Warm sunny days.

Wednesday, August 8, 2012 1:51 PM

AHAHHAHA I FEEL PATRIOTIC TODAY THUS THE TITLE :D actually this year's NDP song sucks :( the little girl who sings it has such a horrible voice my ears were bleeding during IH when Mr Han played it for us. And yes, that was the first time I heard the song LOL. Boarding makes me so oblivious to everything going on outside :(

Anyways! Today was NDC!!! As expected, Terra got last and our dance sucks the most. Seriously? How does HSM got anything to do with Singapore?! But yeah, the Reach Out For The Skies is nice I guess. I didn't screw up!! :') I would go again next year if they had a better organising committee cause THIS YEAR JUST SUCKS but I've explained this so many times to so many people I'm lazy to write it here :6

OHYA YESTERDAY SOME IDIOT WAS PLAYING SOFTBALL AND IT HIT MY ANKLE NOW ITS HURTING LIKE CRAP. GO DIEEEEE. And Mr Ooi was so nice he said I could go home last night and didn't have to dance for today but I was nice and endured the pain :') is wearing a cast cool? I think it is O:

I reached boarding late and didn't go for ERIPS ohno! Sorry E. Foo :'(

Aah HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YAX :)

Never close our eyes.

Tuesday, August 7, 2012 1:48 PM

Lalala I'm sorry I haven't actually properly blogged in a while cos I'm so busy :( and I'm typing this at 12.35am now :'( gonna go sleep and post this sometime later lol.

Learnt Terra's NDC dance in <2hours!! My legs are aching omg goes to show how much I don't exercise :X

Anyway. I think I've been eating weird spoilt food and stuff its a wonder my stomach isn't acting up yet O: but my throat is :/ horrible coughing fits ><

National Day Dinner was dumb. Ask us come down at 6pm to eat. I mean like, at least let us slack in our rooms until 7pm since we're fasting!! So we went down and watched people eat for an hour-.- anddd. The games/activities only started at 7pm also. Wts. Stupid organizing committee. Anyways, Farah and I slept with our heads on the table in that time :D Really I don't care. If you're gonna say we're not respecting the nation and blahblah WELL YOU AREN'T EVEN RESPECTING US, OR OUR RELIGION AT LEAST. Speaking of respect, its ironic that the scholars actually got to take their food first before us locals. And seriously, how much do they care about Singapore anyway?

THAT WAS A RHETORICAL QUESTION. Please do not flame me I do not want to lose my future job :( adding to the fact that I will have to compete with foreigners for a job in the first place.

I can see it in your eyes you're disappointed. Hahah. Yeah. You're easy to read even someone like me can see through you. Have fun pleasing someone on Wednesday :)

Everybody says the same thing to you.

Sunday, August 5, 2012 10:35 PM

OMG AGAIN!!! :D :O

A moment like this.

1:57 PM

OMG @SGTeacherSays RETWEETED ME!!!

Let's run away from these lies.

2:16 AM

Urgh thanks for wasting two hours of my IH essay time. All you did was flirt and seduce and ask me out. Okay maybe the flirt and seduce was me. According to you wts. Did it ever occur to you that I do not flirt or seduce?! Even if I did, it will never be with you omg. STOP GETTING THE WRONG MESSAGE OMG PLEASE.

And it makes me think how it feels like to be you. To feel wanted yet not wanting that person. Having someone to take advantage of so easily. To be your amusement and entertainment.

And it makes me think of you. Of all the guys why can't it be you? I wish the conversation I had with that guy was the conversation I had with you. Life sucks. All the wrong people. And you say, so I don't screw up with the right guy. Remember, remember the first time we collided.

How do we take back what's been done,
What's been said?
Oh my.
How do we take back?
Cause no one wins.
When love breaks down, we both die.
I would give anything just to chase the dark away
And start all over again.

Everyone wants to talk about a freak.

Saturday, August 4, 2012 10:42 PM

Its the weekend! Aaaannnddd its gone.

I am so busy T.T I shall not sleep tonight.

I want an older brother. Haiz. I don't know. Its like so stereotypical older brothers are always so nice and protective and you can trust them with anything and they also have good advice. And maybe I won't be so stupid in life.

I don't wanna hide any part of me from you.

4:51 PM

ARGH WTS YESTERDAY MY CAT SCRATCHED MY LIP AND IT BLED AND TODAY HE BIT MY NOSE WTHHH.

Its really sad how I think I had a good upbringing and here I am being ruined by this stupid school. Childhood was bliss.

And I wonder why Mr Ooi keeps on saying "You guys are smart top 8% in Singapore." Bitch please. That could be top 1000 in Singapore and you know that ain't good at all. Not for me anyway. Not for those who know the meaning of being top.

Let's do this one more time.

Friday, August 3, 2012 6:26 PM

Yay I'm finally home!! And I bought the new KFC chicken thingy WHICH IS TOTALLY NOT SPICY AT ALL-.- I say it tastes like the hot and spicy + seaweed shaker fries seasoning combined LOL. Anyway, not worth it cos its so small :(

Survived another embarrassing checkout where I had to bring my luggage bag home and make myself look like some homeless kid._.

Yayayay! I'm having a real good moodswing like once in a long time haha!

The life we chose we're never together.

3:03 PM

And never together but always and forever :)

Gah I totally regretted sleeping so late at 2am last night >< and super late every other day. Although today was kinda short, I fell asleep in practically every lesson :( Malay, Bio, Maths and MI. And MI was lecture omg can you believe it I managed to fall asleep in that horrible and uncomfortable LT1 O:

Ohmann. I have soo much work to do :'( AND I'M SUPER PRESSURIZED CAN. Whywhywhy must whoever say I'm good at writing poems and I have a whole book of it!! Seriously! FYI, all I write about are dumb lovesick poems and that's only when I feel strongly for someone or if I concentrate really hard and force my emotion out. ITS NOT SO EASY AS YOU THINK AND YOU WANT ME TO WRITE ABOUT MY LOVE FOR BOARDING?!?! And ain't that ironic. Wow thanks.

Actually today is kinda a good day! :D It rained a little haha :D And I feel so at ease LOL. I mean emotionally and not academically :/

Tears all fall the same.

Thursday, August 2, 2012 10:59 PM

Lol boarding is dumb but I can't believe its ending in 2.5 weeks O.o because like half of next week is HOLIDAYYY! :D

Anyways. People are so dumbdumbdumb. Tell me. What do you hold out against me? Against the very wick of my heart? Hahhahaa. But really.

Mr Ooi is weird. He seems to know more than he should. More than he shows.

GUH TODAY IS MY SUPER GOOD DAY NOTHING SHALL RUIN IT. And no, its not because I saw five red cars in a row on my way to school XD But rather, today I did not see Malemedusa/Chatsie/A Boy/Violent Boy #1/Violent Boy #1's friend whom I haven't given a name/Violent Boy #2/Weird-But-Cool-Looking-Guy-In-My-Opinion. LOL. You probably won't get the last few, if you know any at all.

Omg what will people think of me._.

URGH I CAN'T STOP COUGHING HALP.

Oh. And. SHIT LA TMR AFTER ASSEMBLY MUST GO AND SEE LSS COS I WAS LATE 3 TIMES THIS YEAR. WTS I LIVE SO DAMN FAR OKAY HOW IS IT MY FAULT. Yes tomorrow will be a bad day. I can feel it in my bones.