Hahah. Decided to make a new blog (but haven't posted anything yet XD) so a new blogskin came along~ :D Took me two hours>< Hehh. Haven't put it up on blogskins.com yet but you can preview it here! :D uhh there actually ._. ---------->

Bleh. You get my point. I do change my welcome message XD

ps. Its Colbie Caillat inspired ;)

OMGOMG HAD THE WORST SCARE OF MY LIFE T.T IPHONE DIED WHEN I WAS OUT AND I'M LIKE SHITSHITSHIT FML. AND HAD TO RUSH HOME-.- SO LUCKILY I WENT TO GOOGLE AND FOUND A SOLUTION! :'D BOO THOUGHT IT WAS DEAD FOREVER ): ANYWAYS! HEREEE WHAT TO DO IF YOUR IPHONE DIES SUDDENLY :D

"If anyone comes across this thread like I did, they might want to try a reset first. Mine was working fine with about 20% battery life... then bang. Black screen, no charging would wake it up from mains or usb. I read somewhere else that you should toggle the "hold" switch [above the volume buttons] back and forward twice. Then hold down the home button and the power button (at the top) for atleast 6 seconds (as you would to do a soft reset when the iPhone is actually working). Once I let go after about 7 or 8 seconds, the Apple logo came up and it got itself back together in less than a minute."

Heehee :D I only did the reset though XD but it worked! :D of course, it asked me to charge O.o crazy. Right before it died it was 30+% and started vibrating for 2-3mins straight with a black screen and wont let me click anything then it died-.- Lol just saying how my phone died :') Screw you Apple! I love my iPhone <3

God. I just had the best dream in my life. It felt so real I wish it was.

Kiss me again.

GRAHH. I hate everyone ):< annoyinggg. Urgh. Don't give me things to think about. I have too much on my mind already.

I wasn't looking for this, but now you're in my way.

Burn, burn, picture to burn~

Hehee omg I baked a cake today! :D Chocolate cheesecake :3 delicious!

Waiting for your call I'm sick call I'm angry call I'm desperate for your voice :)

What would you do if I said it tonight? ;)

Aah love this song ;) anyways! Today is a good day~ yurh I always get pissed when I wake up on Sundays cos first thing in the morning is religious class and I'm like urghh. But of course, it was damn worth it as usual hehee :D damn that relief teacher was good.

So anyways, I started doing AEP at like 10 last night? Cos after MIB2 and News was Incredible Tales which I obviously don't want to watch after that damn scary Thai horror movie during Malay class T.T *shivers* so yeah. Don't do AEP at night especially if its a self-portrait!! It feels like I'm painting Mona Lisa the eyes are following me!! O: show you next time ;) cant believe my grade depends on how much it looks like me><

OMGOMGOMG TODAY IS SERIOUSLY THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFEEEE :D and last night^^ okay whatever I just got home but imma blog first then bathe^^

ANYWAYS FIRST THINGS FIRST. Vcheng's lecture to JH3s. I really didn't mind the kicking out part like if your GPA is less than 2.0 then baibai~ and that's almost half the cohort LOL. But I think that's just for the school to cut down on resources? Anyways. The part is about why suddenly take out PE and Third Language from overall GPA?

PE. Last year PE was graded. People like me who didn't know how to swim and got into beginner class = C/C+ grade ALTHOUGH WE PASSED THAT DAMNED SWIMMING TEST. I mean like, where's the logic in this?! And now you use this reason and say "Oh. Cause many people complained last year that PE was graded so we decided to not grade it anymore. Besides, NAPFA is already reflected in all national records." Now firstly, we complained cause that was UNFAIR GRADING. And this year NAPFA constitutes 30%, AND SOME OF US ACTUALLY TRAINED AND WORKED HARD FOR IT. So why don't you give us credit for it? Since you so firmly believe about your "holistic" education. Even if you're focused on academics, holistic means all-rounded and you cant deny that! Second. Fine its reflected in national records. SO WHY DIDN'T YOU FUCKING THINK OF THAT LAST YEAR WHEN YOU GRADED PE?! And lastly, you cant just change something one year and say oh, I don't think this will work anymore, let's scrap it. You need CONSISTENCY.

And that brings me to Third Language. So some parents complain that its too much for the child blahblah? PARENTS, YOU ALREADY KNOW THAT ITS GRADED AND THERES O LEVELS ANYWAY. So school, y u no explain it like that? Also, students actually studied for it. And now that its not graded, what's the point of all the effort? People are people. See, you say that JH3s didn't take Ass Week seriously even though it was graded and all. So what do you expect the results for Third Language when its not graded? And back to my point of consistency. IF YOU WANT TO FUCKING IMPLEMENT MAJOR CHANGES LIKE THESE, DO IT ON THE JH1S WHILE THEY JUST STARTED, NOT AT US IN THE MIDDLE OF OUR IP.

Yes. That's just my humble opinion. And its not my best persuasive speech cos I just rambled. No literary devices, no rebuttal format XD Oh and please, no flaming, and cite (APA format) for any external use/circulation. Thanks.

Boohoo today was Dr Wee's last day )): I'm so sad about this )): he's such a wonderful and great teacher!! (besides his biasness of course but that's okay) And will you miss me while you're looking for yourself out there? And yes, though highly impossible, I hope he comes back and force vcheng to step down :6 power corrupts, and absolute power corrupts absolutely. Especially when left unchecked for a very, very long time.

I FEEL LIKE KATNISS + MAPLE MERCEDES LOL AAAAH. Love my life ;)

Went out with Aisyah, Farah and Naimi today! :D Cos its the last day of school so partehhh! Lol no cos actually Naimi and me were doing Physics Performance Task with Ishin and ErChao and Aisyah just busybodied XP jkjk :D but yeah it was fun, 'nuff said^^ We should totally do this more often and laugh at Naimi ;)

Oh btw, I was late for school XD Like really late. What a nice ending to the term/semester HAHA :D

I hope boarding will be good man.

Now goodnight while I play Payphone on guitar~

Yes I shall make my life into a REAL fairytale ;))) haha just kidding! I dunno lurh XD

Zzz. Yes me is busyyy :3 DIDYOUKNOW WE HAVE FOUR PROJECTS FOR JUNE HOLIDAYS?!?! Wts man ): THIS IS CRAZY.

GAH. Its only Wednesday )): fasterrr T.T Hehh I miss you.

Occupying my mind with guitar><
Songs learning in progress:
Summertrain - Greyson Chance
Drive By - Train
Payphone - Maroon5
What Makes You Beautiful - One Direction :D

GRAH DAMMIT I'M SO ANGRYYYY T.T stupid phone give me super late smses ): now its all too late D; hurhur. One more week ): seems like forever>< neways, tchf I'll be waiting :)

ps. It is FINALLY the first post directed at a different person-.=

Hahah. I feel old. I think I'll just sit back and watch the world pass by~ watch all my friends fall in love, watch them fight, watch them get hurt and break up perhaps and finally learn that there's more to life than just today, tomorrow and yesterday.

And then again. This feeling sucks. It sucks to have so much love to give, yet not knowing who to give it to. It sucks to not be loved by someone. It sucks to not be in love at all. I just need somebody to love.

Omg I think I just improved my stalking skills._. urgh. Nothing to be proud of ): Ah. Exactly one year ago I went through what you went through. Memories.

Cause I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall.
We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call.

Anyways! Westlife is so cool OOO: I always messed up Backstreet Boys, 'N Sync and Westlife >< But Westlife is reeeeally good O: but they're breaking up in June :/ 14 years boyband = 35 years rockband. That's damn good already O: And yes I agree, they're better than One Direction. No questions asked. My childhood was good :') Before Brian left~

Yay! Facebook for iPhone is back to normal! :D zzz sorry to those whom I never reply Draw Something and Scramble >< cause I'm just to busy/lazy XD HAHAHA. Yehh I'm so happy :) though ytd I was damn depressed and all but heck. These past few days have been rough but I really appreciate those who stood by me and encouraged me :)

Anyway. You don't deserve my tears. So I'm done with all this waiting. Cause you've moved on while I'm still grieving~ yep. I'm done with you. Do whatever you want. Fall in love again. Idgaf. Cause one day you'll see. You'll hurt her more than you hurt me. You'll hurt yourself even more. So go ahead.

And you, you will be alone
Alone with all your secrets
And regrets
Don't lie.

Cause I've finally found my happiness and my reason for moving on.

To whoever who never understood what I've been blogging about lately, here's a picture for you to brighten up your day! :D

Hahahah! Actually I'm happy about kayaking XD though I had to capsize three times altogether but it got less scary each time!! :D ANYWAY. I got friggin sunburned ): and since I was wearing a watch...well you know. Bleh but still kayaking is fun!!! And as accordance to my fb status, my eyes are half red idontknowwhy and 1/3 of my face the middle part is sunburned too ): so I look like I have extremely rosy cheeks/blushing 24/7-.- I'm wonderstruck blushing all the way home~ LOL. My group instructor was kinda nice! :D AND I DIDN'T KNOW THE COURSE WAS DONE BY DIFFERENT VENDORS!! But I like mine cos we didn't get weird, heavy fibreglass kayaks which sediments stick to you! O: we got plastic ones which were much lighter :3

LOL Eunice. Had so many boyfriends in maple and cheated them all O: hahah. Actually me too>< some wonderful guy gave me my first set of steely during mc1! Aka lv40++ I think LOL. But yup. Haiz everyone I know who played maple with me is gone )': except for mah dear kor lols XD but we both quit anyway ): I HAVEN'T PLAYED MAPLE FOR HALF A YEAR NO WONDER MY GRADES ARE DETERIORATING!!!

Aaah. Goodbye! Needa do AEP OOO:

I'm soo tired!!! Not sure if kayaking or rock climbing is worse ): capsizing sucks I don't understand why some people say its fun!!! Ending at 5pm again haiz.

Grahh. Don't you know how much I care for you? I still do. Don't you know how much you mean to me? Omg stupid raging hormones shut up alreadyyy.

Grah kayaking tmr >< bring your scandals everyone ;) omg. But seriously. It ends at 4pm?!?!

AH MY DEAR FINNICK <3 <3 <3 )':

Yours was always in front. Was.

I don't know why but so many things remind me of you.

Ate pizza for Mother's Day :9 cooked lunch today and made papaya milkshake which really wasn't bad. I really should just be a hawker when I grow up-.-

IS IT JUST ME OR IS FACEBOOK FOR IPHONE REALLY SCREWED UP?!?!

Oh please tell me the first thing you see is the dog T.T #Incomplete

I reached school at 645am today and forgot to bring my phone-.- NAPFA was an improvement but still sucky but at least I get an A for PE I think. I wanna run again and again grahh.

Lol marks checking today. Fml. I hate ppl who complain/cry when they're marks are obviously above average. Seriously. Do you want my marks instead? -.- urgh. The whole world is so annoyingggg. I don't mind mine actually. I don't care actually. Its not that bad but its not good either. Okay maybe its bad. I don't know and I don't careee. Its all over so just shut up and move on. Live my life - Far East Movement feat. Justin Bieber :)

AEP today was by far the most fun one!! But it was kinda difficult and we have so much homeworkkkkk! T.T sarah draws very nice! :3 grahh. I wanna draw but I left my sketch book under my tableeee ):

And I did NAPFA 5 stations today ): just 0.1s to a C for shuttle run! ):< haiz. All my running suck T.T and tmr morning is 2.4 omggg. Ohwell at least I got A for everything else :D and my shoe decided to fail me today but luckily YY saved me! XD I like her shoes they fit so perfectly and they feel so light!! Yay I am not gonna trust Nike anymore ):<

The entrepreneurship workshop today was fun! :D actually I think its cos the facilitators were good. The best I've ever seen. Kenny and Pak! XD unlike ytd's Meera-.- they gave us so many breaks too! Unlike Meera who stole our lunch-.-

I dun geddit. Why? Are you that scared?

Aristal today :) it was good since I wasn't expecting anything for a first time :) almost lost myself today. Lesson learnt: don't wait.

Teehee! Such a free day today! :D I love ERIPS we are finishing it so fast!

Bleargh. Boreddd. Random memories bombarding me. Those dm cards in class. Do you remember?

Who do you think I am?
You only loved to see me breaking
You only want me cause I'm taken
You don't really want my heart
No you just like to know you can
Still be the one who gets it breaking
You only want me when I'm taken.

Oh naise. You blocked me? Saves me the trouble. Though I don't even see the point in that? So its irreversible huh. K.

And now you're at home and he don't call
Cause he don't adore ya
To him you are just another doll
And I tried to warn ya.

Mehh ikr.

You think I'm doing this to make you jealous
And I know that you hate to hear this
But this is not about you anymore.

Ahahaha omg!! Assessment week is over! I feel so free!!! Actually, I'm overwhelmed by the free-ness._.

So anyway I was kinda busy and lazy to update so yeah XD Friday was funnnnn! Oh that was ytd heh. I forgot. But really haha! Double down bloody meal XD and the stuff in Orchard are soo pretty! :3 of course, everything comes with a price. And this one is unbelievably high-.- but still! My future formal dinner shall be memorable ;)

Zzz so I ended up sleeping almost at 2am cos I was reading Catching Fire :) thanks Sarah!! :D and I spent the whole of today (or half) reading Mockingjay! :D *SPOILER ALERT* I think I kinda like Finnick and its so sad he died!! ): and I forgot what's her name but I think its Annie she's so pitiful! ); and Mags also! stupid Peeta ):<<< I HATE PEETAAAAAA. Though its an obvious choice on Katniss's part. Haiz. I like Galeeeee~ But I think I'll like Finnick more :D

Oh so anyway I saw this on my newsfeed and was gonna comment "That's procrastination." but I felt bed LOL. LEARNING WHAT MAKES YOU BEAUTIFUL ON GUITAR SINCE I HAVE ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD~~

Yay I was right about failing math-.- but chem was actually quite good! :D i hope :/ last paper tmr! Ahh. Already in holiday mood ): OMG I HAVEN'T TAKE NAPFA AAAH PLEASE DON'T LET ME FAIL!! FAILING ONE SUBJECT IS ENOUGH T.T

Hehh. I wanna be a primary school math tutor :3

Screw math. I'm gonna fail ): I don't always say that I would fail something, but when I do, I really do. T.T

Wasted time sleeping. Urgh. And on 9gag omg. Anyways, stuff which I thought were interesting but my phone wont let me share-.-

Sigh. Not sure if my sacrifice of two hours of mugging time was worth it :/ that has got to be the longest wait and the longest bus ride of my life. Plus those damned ants which kept climbing my leg at the bus stop ):< Still not sure if it was worth. Maybe I should have done it differently. Maybe I shouldn't have done it at all.

But I obviously had so many things on my mind and emotion was taking hold of me so I fled.

Under the lights tonight
You turned around, and you stole my heart
Just one look
When I saw your face, I fell in love.

But now it seems that maybe I should have done things differently. Ohwell. Its so difficult I'd rather not think of it at all. Somewhere in the back of my mind in a cupboard, though locked, may burst out anytime. Some already did but there's always something called damage control I guess.

Whatever. I'm not supposed to anger/annoy you, I'm not supposed to be weak in your eyes, I'm not even allowed to care for you so too bad.

I talk just a little bit softer
Things take just a little bit longer
You hate that I'm gone.

Bleargh. Yeah. I resorted to drinking coffee to stay awake :/ and I'm the kind of person who is totally anti-coffee._. ohwell. Desperate times call for desperate measures. But actually it really works O: I didn't even bat an eyelid for the whole morning train ride. Lol fine that's exaggerating but yeah. You get my point.

Math paper was screwed up. As always. Math is always screwed up. I bet the teachers purposely said to write each question on a separate piece near the end ):< well screw me for not reading the first page-.-

Anyways, I always end up playing a 1D song in my head while having mindblock in exam!! ._. its calming anyway LOL.

If I could replay, I would've never let you go.