So much for my happy ending.
Friday, April 29, 2011
12:07 AM
I was bored so I took a career test on Facebook O.o
Congratulations, your "Investigative" personality suits a "Science" Course!
Investigative people are good at getting to the bottom of things. They are strong in math and science and like to solve problems and find answers. They are good at drawing maps, making charts and working with formulas.
Investigators like to explore and challenge ideas, even those that are long-held beliefs. They are analytical, curious, and original, but may not be comfortable working in groups. Give them a lab and they’d be in there all day!
This is damn true (:
I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen.
Thursday, April 28, 2011
11:45 PM
I like people like Sherlyn and Jolene. They make my day. Night. Whatever. (:
I SCREWED UP MY NAPFA T.T
Sit up: 30 - B (ONE MORE TO A!!! -.- )
Standing broad jump: 178cm - A :D (177cm was A :'D )
Sit and reach: 45cm - A (Never thought I'd pass :'D )
Incline pull up: 17 - A (16 was A :'D I'm just lazy )
Shuttle run: 12.1 - C (At least it was a C D: )
2.4 run: 16.40min - D (OMG I WANNA RETAKE!! SHOULDN'T HAVE WALKED T.T )
It seems that I run very slow nowadays. I am fat! O: No, can't be. I'm wearing Size XS fbts ._.
Happy Birthday Khairul <3
"Dealing with backstabbers, there was one thing I learned. They're only powerful when you got your back turned."
— Eminem
My first love broke my heart for the first time.
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
9:50 PM
Rain, rain, come and stay,
I ain't going out today.
And somehow, for the first time, I'm scared. Of the rain.
The sky is beautiful.
"I say what I want to say and do what I want to do. There's no in between. People will either love you for it or hate you for it."
— Eminem
Left me and yesterday.
4:37 PM
Its funny how I look back at my old posts and think "What is this crap?!" :/
"Sometimes I'm real cool, but sometimes I could be a real asshole. I think everyone is like that."
— Eminem
There’s nothing wrong with just a taste of what you paid for.
4:23 PM
I want to redeem myself.
Stupid. I just cut my hair so very recently and now I have to pin it up/cut again -.-"
Yeh. Science test was okay (: For the first time. It looked damn hard at first but quite okayy. Well, its always like that anyway. So confident until I get it back ._.
Tired!! I mugged till 1.30am last night ):
It really helps to not on my com. Wastes loads of time ._.
I hate kapap. I hate house sessions.
OMG boarding is ending so soon O.o
I wanna board in term 4 :/
"I don't care if you're black, white, straight, bisexual, gay, lesbian, short, tall, fat, skinny, rich or poor. If you're nice to me, I'll be nice to you. Simple as that."
— Eminem
I'm losing what I don't deserve.
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
12:17 PM
Nyeh. I hope this ordeal ends soon.
I ordered KFC and they said it'll come in TWO HOURS. Fml.
I feel sick ): I wanna go home ):
Tmr's science test is so screwed. I can't bring myself to study.
So much for halfday. School ended at 11am -.-
I'd rather be alone than try to fit in time and time again.
I've seen your face, your reaction, when that happen.
Yet I doubt it'll be the same now.
You're a freaking bitch. People have the right to choose.
At least I don't tell my "friends" what to do before.
And you, its not your problem.
Eminem is such an inspiration to me (:
"When I say or do something I do it, I don't give a damn what you think, I'm doing this for me.."
— Eminem
"You have enemies? Good, that means you stood up for something."
— Eminem
That should be me.
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
11:55 PM
You don't deserve to be here. At all. Besides, you're the kind who can't stand on your own two feet. Always needing those around you. Never be able to lead the quiet life. Bitch. Sofa king useless liability to the whole world. Just go die in your "lively" hole already. Curse ya (:
And you. I don't care if you're "trying your best". You're no different. Cmon. Be independent. One day when the whole world leaves you behind I wanna see what happens. Don't be nice cause that's what you want others to think of you. Trust me, it WILL screw up. And when I say it, it happens.
I’m running out of time, where is my runaway love?
7:07 PM
OHMYGOD. I seriously hope NAPFA is not tmr. Like all the teachers fall sick or something >.> Urgh. Seriously. Im gonna dieeeee.
To get A:
Sit-up: >30 (DEFINITELY CAN)
Standing Broad Jump: >177 cm (POSSIBLE)
Sit and Reach: > 43 cm (FREAKING IMPOSSIBLE)
Incline Pull-up: >16 (DEFINITELY CAN)
Shuttle Run: <11.5sec (POSSIBLE)
2.4 Run: < 14:21 min (FREAKING IMPOSSIBLE)
I wanna get gold T.T Somehow.
Seriously, nobody takes me seriously when I'm serious. Seriously, I'm serious. Wtf is your problem? Mood swing is it? One day happy, one day not. Then be so nice when you need my help. So "sorry" when I was angry at you last time. Forget it. I'm serious. I mean what I say. Curse you.
Do you understand what I'm sayin'?
12:02 AM
Urgh. What a bad day. The two apples I put in the fridge are goneeee! ):< Well, one at least. Its almost midnight and I'm doing my third language e-learning -.- FOR THE FIRST TIME. I think cause I had the motivation after seeing the 1% deduction if not done ._. And for the first time, I have nothing (much) to during study prep :D Practice makes perfect.
Now you don't wanna let go,
And I don't wanna let you know,
that there might be something real between us too, who knew?
Now we don't wanna fall but,
We're tripping in our hearts and it's reckless and clumsy,
'cause I know you can't love me
I wish we had another time,
I wish we had another place,
But everything we have is stuck in the moment,
And there's nothing my heart can't do,
To fight with time and space 'cause,
I'm still stuck in the moment with you...
If you shake me till you wake me from this bad dream.
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
8:32 PM
Blehh. I can do this. Can't believe even you left me out. What the hell are you trying to prove. Pfft. Good for nothing. And if you think that you're suffering, THAT'S JUST THE TIP OF THE ICEBERG~
Just the fraction of your love,
Fills the air,
And I fall in love with you
All over again...
Think I wanna marry you.
Monday, April 18, 2011
5:45 PM
Should I create a Twitter account? :/ nahh, wont have followers anw -.-
Love me, love me, say that you love me
Fool me, fool me, oh how you do me
Kiss me, kiss me, say that you miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear, tell me you love me
If we wake up and you wanna break up that's cool.
5:14 PM
We all want what we don't have. The good things, I mean. For me anyway.
It seems like its in the genes that I don't have friends. But that's alright. I can live with the people who love me.
Unfortunately, I'm those people who love those who hate me and hate those who love me. Ohwell, life goes on. (:
Whatever your motive is, you can hurt me but you cant break me. Ever.
I guess the change in my pocket wasn't enough.
Saturday, April 16, 2011
4:37 PM
I LOVE JUSTIN BIEBER <3 hehe I watched Justin Bieber: Never Say Never The Movie 3D todayy~ LOVELY <3 heheh I love my shirt (: and my two albums~ :D
Its not fair when you say that I didn't try.
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
10:35 PM
I should forget about going for dinner already. Haiz, soon lunch too. Nevermind. I don't know until you tell me. I tried already. Its time to give up.
Had mentoring yesterday.You bet, Im sad inside and only happy outside. I dont get along well with peers. I have a serious eating disorder whatever.
Say what you mean, tell me I'm right.
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
7:31 PM
I can't take it any longer. Its starting to feel weird walking on my own. But I will persevere. I must continue. Like how I did before.
I like apples. Get me some on my birthday.
I don't know what I want so don't ask me
7:26 PM
I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on
I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in
This world
Cause I'm not your princess.
Sunday, April 3, 2011
1:03 AM
I'm sorry. I know this might not be much but really, dont give up. Its not the end of the world. Fall seven times, stand up eight (: I know its hard but just persevere and you'll make it.
I know it must seem frightening
To have the world fall apart right under your shoes
Trust me
You'll make it though
Its not a matter of whether I like you or not. Its the question of are you willing to die for the person you love.
I'd like to meet you someday.
