When the coldness leaks from within you…
Sunday, October 31, 2010
4:52 PM
Happy Halloween! :D Haha feels so good to update my blog again! :D
Tuesday to Thursday…
Camp was bad!
Well the food wasn’t that bad (: and water activities was fun (: I think the only suckish part was tent pitching and tent strike down ): AND THE ANTS! They were everywhere! I have so many bites ): AND THE HORRIBLE HEAT! Unbearable! AND THE DISGUSTING TOILETS! Haha I SURVIVED CAMP :D SARIMBUN SCOUT CAMP :D And I thought scouts were for guys O.o well anyways, the ants were everywhere! Even in my drink :| and during tent strike down (I striked down tent B5) the ants were all over the pegs! And I had to carry it )): Its no wonder cause that tent was right beside the ANT NEST. And I didn’t have a proper bath at all. It was too disgusting ): And the sun was so hot I think I’m getting darker everyday ): Oh, I overslept and skipped dinner! ): and skipped the time to change my CCA options ohnooo )): And btw, camp made my cough much much worse ):<
Friday! :D
Yupps, I never imagined myself saying this but… BOARDING IS LIKE HOTEL! Guess what, camp really made me appreciate these kind of stuff >< Teehee anyways, today was class cleaning (: SO FUN :D but what’s more fun is that… I WENT FOR SHOOTING TODAY! :D I love shooting soo very much! :D And I think theres a difference between guns O.o cause I shoot better with some rifles but worse with other rifles ): and I donated my very little pringles left :p hehe since all my beautiful fishies died! ):< oh btw my fish actually gave birth to another two fishies!! :D but in the end they all died (of starvation, I think) HOW SAD! ): So anywyas, I know another three people in shooting ^^ Wen Ying, Kai Min and Kah Eng :D Not bad for my horrible memory >< but I think I forgot some )): Ohwells, SHOOTING ROCKS :D Please please please get me accepted and out of probation ):
Put on a fake smile, going around acting like everything’s fine… But its not.
I HATE CAMP!
Monday, October 25, 2010
11:53 PM
Today has got to be the worst day ):
Camp tmr ):
I hate camp ):
I'm scared of heights ):
I haven't pack yet ):
Cannot bring phone ):
I'm gonna die ):
I have to get into shooting ):
Die die must get ):
Or else I'm doomed to choir ):
No way ):
I love shooting ):
The seniors are so nice ):
What is probation? ):
Fish farm visit was fun (:
Caught lots and lots of fishies (:
Released them (:
Got five fishies to bring home (:
Dunno wad to feed them with (:
Gave them pringles (:
Hope they don't die (:
I like JH101 people (:
Drama at night ):
So tired ):
I'm enlisted under crew? ):
So tired ):
Not gonna update in a long time ):
I hate camp ):
Oh my papayas!
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
6:09 PM
Today was kinda bad... )): AND HAZY! And I’m so so so sorry ))))); and uhh shooting pt was supersupersuper fun! :D Warm up was uhh very tiring, but fun :D then we played captains ball!!! WHEE~! Ahaha yesss I finally know more people :D
Marcus (I think?) – The one who calls Eggie slacker during pt HAHAHA :p
Samuel (NOT JH101) – The awesome defender during captains ball :D :D :D OH! From LIGNUM <3 teehee saw him during track meet wearing the white Lignum shirt (: BTW TODAY I WAS SO STUPID TO WEAR MY WHITE LIGNUM SHIRT CAUSE I DIRTIED IT DURING PT )): but I washed it immediately after I got back to boarding and the black marks disappeared yayy! :p
Chuan An – Air Rifle Boys Vice President! :D HE IS SOO NICEEE! :D :D :D and ahaha soo…nvm :X
Yayy! So now I know 7 people in shooting ^^
Anyways, yeahh warm up was reallyreally tiring ): But still got energy for captains ball ^^ which was damn fun :D The seniors are so pro :D I wanted to be captain at first but haha nvm (: I don’t really catch well >< And anyways, Chuan An who WAS in my team for like LESS THAN FIVE MINUTES left to join another team! ): Hmph! So upset ): He looks pro (:
I so badly wanna get into Shooting!!! ))):
Hehe I like papayas. Cause theyre orange and purple
I LOVE RIFLE!
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
7:12 PM
Today was shooting trials ^^ but omg I don’t think I did well )): Teehee I shall try my best to remember names >< First person I knew from café: Eunice :D Second: Deborah (aka teacher/maid :p) Third: Shawn? Dunno how spell /: Fourth: Kaimin (Rifler! :D) Hmm I rmb some seniors from café too but I uhh forgot their names ohnoo ): nvm, I shall find out! :D There’s shooting pt tmr :D
And tchoukball was awesome ^^ though we lost to 101, who were VERY pro :D BUTBUT we won all the others :D and I only played one game )): the Terra Tchouk Tchouk Train was cool :D teehee my idea I think :D and I made friends with some 108 ppl :D I should start being more sociable :X and ANYWAYS best thing is… WE WON AN ORANGE 2GB THUMBDRIVE EACH :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
Ps. I hope I get into Shooting )): If not… Guitar?!?! D:
LINKIN PARK FTW!
Sunday, October 17, 2010
1:50 PM
Telling me to go
But hands beg me to stay
Your lips say that you love
Your eyes say that you hate
There's truth in your lies
Doubt in your faith
What you build you lay to waste
There's truth in your lies
Doubt in your faith
All I've got's what you didn't take
So I, I won't be the one
Be the one to leave this
In pieces
And you, you will be alone
Alone with all your secrets
And regrets, don't LIE
Watch me burn
Friday, October 15, 2010
3:17 PM
Today was bad.
PE was okay.
Dodgeball was kinda fun (:
Thanks Daniel (:
Lunch was bad. I didnt eat.
Science test was hard.
Thanks Mr Wright.
Maths was saddening.
Maths test results were bad.
I calculated my maths percentage for this year. 71.6% around there. At least an A.
Thanks Mrs Lim.
Im too GPA obsessed.
Thanks to me ):
Strength shine again
Thursday, October 14, 2010
5:35 PM
Phew, I am so lucky to bargain with Mr Wright to take my test on Friday. During lunch ):< Since I had to check my thirdlang results today. I am so freaking sad and depressed and emo and upset and whatever! Gah I WANNA CRYYYY! ): I feel so damn stupid! 0.45 marks short of an A! Its not even half a mark moreee! )): Sobs ))): Sigh, so anyways, at least I improved? ): End of year paper total 70.5/100 ): At least its an A. I failed my oral ): And I thought I did okay ): 14/30 ): I hate this! And my crapping worked I guess... I passed my compo 8.5/15 O.o Gah, I had enough of thirdlang. I wanna cryyyy )):
There's no way out, and there's no way in.
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
3:21 PM
I feel healthy again :D Stupid medicine, either too big and bitter to swallow or too small and overly-powerful ):
Aisyah is a pro pokemon addict :P
I like General Arts. So fun.
I <3 Oasis (Wonderwall)! I <3 Nsync (It's Tearing Up My Heart)! I <3 Nirvana(Smells Like Teen Spirit)! I <3 Iron Maiden (Hallowed Be Thy Name)!
I don't like my blogskin anymore D: but it looks nicee )):
Life is confusing and full of lies and cheats and indecisive people.
Read my blog as much as you want. I don't give a shit. My blog isn't private cause I'm not afraid of what I post. There.
Sometimes some things are right in front of you but you don't see it.
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
11:26 PM
Step one you say
we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go
wrong,
I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the
bitterness
And I would have stayed up
with you all night
Had I known
how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting
innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And
pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you
Where did I go
wrong,
I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the
bitterness
And I would have stayed up
with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just
not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go
wrong,
I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the
bitterness
And I would have stayed up
with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go
wrong,
I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the
bitterness
And I would have stayed up
with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life
Where did I go
wrong,
I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the
bitterness
And I would have stayed up
with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go
wrong,
I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the
bitterness
And I would have stayed up
with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life...
Im sick ):
Monday, October 11, 2010
4:56 PM
Damn, I feel sooo sick ): my head is
spinning~ I slept for half an hour at my table just now. Im
burning. I have a wholee lot of medicine ):
Yesterday was
bad.
Today was equally
bad. Geez, I have one less friend ):
Im sick.
Im sick of life.
Why does it always have to end this way?
I am a Singapore Citizen! ):
Friday, October 8, 2010
2:37 AM
Yes, I've acquired the status known as
citizen of Singapore by birth and I deserve to be a young adult Singapore citizen! ): Damn, I'm so tired of GS. Less than a day to finish,
burning the midnight oil )): I feel like breaking downnn ): My life is in pieces. So much for trying to be nice. Sometimes, being nice isn't the right thing to do. By the way, I don't roll my eyes so often now (: Either that or it just comes naturally (: So anyways,
thankyou Mr Chua for the chocolates yesterday (: Late
Children's/
Children/
Childrens' Day gift ): Anyways, life is just so damn sickening. Didn't I say that I am who I am whether you like it or not? Wah, still complain about me ): Nvm nvm, it won't affect me too much (: Cause all you need to do is learn from your mistakes and
MOVEEE ONNNN! Hanging out with people older than me really helps me to understand much more complicated problems, not rolling-eyes problem, mind you. And anyways, for once, my bed at boarding is soo
...tempting ><
):
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
7:34 AM
STOOPID AMANDA STEP ON MY BEAUTIFOOL SNEAKERS! )): First day I wear then so dirty already ): Amanda you go
BEC to your
BECyard and don't ever come
BEC to step on my super ultra white sneakers ever again! ): Also, Amanda was the first person to step on it using her $110 shoes -.- nobody cares how expensive your shoes are okay ): Hehe yes my sneakers are so pretty thankyou those who complimented :D And Aggie/Ashley/Eggie/Hairggie,
the not-so-nice person in the retarded world was the one who even asked me to wear it to school ):
I SHALL NEVER LISTEN TO YOU, EGG ): btw, I ate an egg for lunch too remember? >:D
Ps. I still have Amanda's love letter to Bobby Chan hehe :D
WHEE~!
Saturday, October 2, 2010
8:30 AM
Yesh, WHEE~! I got my
Children's/
Children/
Childrens' Day present :D One day late, who cares :D Haha so I got pretty sneakers :D wrong adjective, I know (: but its preeetty :D Yay I can cross it off my wishlist now (: And its white and purple :D sadly, no orange ): Well orange is hard to find anyway and it would look weird... Yupps so I got a
Children's/
Children/
Childrens' Day present :D So pretty hehe (:
Happy Children's Day! :D
Friday, October 1, 2010
8:28 AM
Yayy! Happy Children's Day! :D :D :D Or is it "Happy Children Day"? According to kk O.o Or "Happy Childrens' Day?? O_O But it should be 's right? Since 's means possession or something like that? /: Anyways, I think the most kind teacher is
MRS WIM :D She gave us
marshmellows and
chocolates! :D Soo kind (: Unlike Mr Chua, never give anything ):< Anyways, I had third lang exam todayy! ): Horribleee ): Hehe actually better than midyears (25/50 ><) I think. Well I crapped a lot for compo cause we had to write 60-70 words, believe me, it is HARD. Yep, so the first picture was this woman looking in the mirror holding a necklace... The second was she went to the shopping mall, the third was that woman buying jewellery and the fourth was a question mark (: So, the helping words were useless cause I had noo idea what they meant... /: After 10mins thinking, I wrote my first sentence (:
"I am beautiful." :D Yes, my vocab is so bad that I didn't know what was mirror, necklace or jewellery ): Anyways, I wrote 60 words so I think it should be okay :D And thankyou Kiran for asking
"Are you still drawing ducks?" Sadly, yes ):