Say hello to goodbye
Monday, February 21, 2011
3:29 PM
Yeah well guess what, I never liked you too. Mutual feeling. Its not like I need you in my life. Ufo. Pfft. Think you so great.
I am not the only one who is broken.
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
8:52 PM
Roadrun was okay... TDD was surprisingly not bad :/ I love it when school days end at 12pm. Such rare occasions. 201 won the TDD Quiz but who cares. we were using the internet to find the answers anyway. I wonder what they got. The M16 gun thing is damn heavy T.T 12kg+?? And air rifle is like 4kg... Hmm there was this soldier taking polaroids freeeee! I think polaroids are damn cool. Interesting stuff (: I wonder how much T.T Nevertheless, 202 is the best (: But yay, Lignum is winning the NE Cup thing so far :D I love Lignum. Libretas (:
All the bullshit you've put me through.
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
11:11 AM
Urgh. Yellow slip. Sorry, I never knew it was a yellow slip cos I've never gotten one before -.- Great way to start the year. Serously Ms Phua is waaaay better than Shan Shan. I mean like, she's a freaking SCIENCE teacher. Go on teaching science. Curse her. Go get fired. Weird name you have, btw. Sheesh. Go 202 and 203, skip classes, go 302 and 303, skip classes and so on. Freaking biased.
Would you watch me burn down in flames?
Friday, February 11, 2011
11:58 PM
Why does it always end up like this? Why can't I ever ever be contented with what I have? This guilt is eating me up. Yes, I love him, but I like him^10 too. I hate myself so much. Put a knife against my neck. Break my heart like glass, burn me up like ice. And now I'm crazy.
When its good, its good, its so good till it goes bad.
11:33 PM
School today sucked. Lunch was at 1pm -.- I was starving. Worse thing is, before lunch was Malay. Malay is held in the library. When my stomach growls, everybody hears it T.T Malay homework: Narrative composition based on something that has the colour blue. Gosh. What sort of requirement is that. IH sucks. Miss Diarrhea. At 4pm, I went shooting (: Monday was a better day. Fridays are just too draining. Today I just realised that there was Shooting Cafe (: Interesting. Thanks to my careful planning, this week I trained for 3hours (: Today was Senior High Orientation Walk In. I couldn't watch it. Yet, I feel bad for pulling out. But really, I hate Terra. Unfortunately.
Impossible by Shontelle is actually a nice song O.o
Damn. I don't understand guys. And they say girls are complicated. My life is so screwed. Why do I like him? If I even do?? No, I have feelings for everyone. Eleven people. And I still remember them all. Whyy? I have found a new inspiration for writing my poems. Person number nine. Shit.
Its just the tip of the iceberg.
11:02 PM
This feeling is wrong,
I should have known all along.
After all this time, why now am I so close to you?
What is this feeling, this feeling for you?
After all this time, only now I knew.
And yet now I don't know what to do.
After all this time, only now I'm falling for you,
And now I wonder, do you see it too?
After all this time, now I've lost that hatred for you,
And I tell myself, this can't be true.
Oh baby I need you now.
Thursday, February 10, 2011
12:06 PM
I don't know why I still care for you
I don't know why I still fall for you
I don't know why I still forgave
I don't know why I was so naive
I don't know how you can still deceive
I don't know how I can still believe
I don't know how I can still love you
I don't know how I was scarred by you
I don't know when did I do any wrong
I don't know when you were so strong
I don't know when we fell apart
I don't know when you broke my heart.
It was only just a dream.
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
10:27 PM
Its not that I don't value money, its that I'll spend lesser money, making you save more money on me. The world is so moneyfaced.
Stupid. Adjectives come before nouns. Did I say a noun after stupid? No. So stop putting words into my mouth. Nobody asked you to mess around with my stuff okay. You think if I turn your whole office upside down you happy? No right. I hate you cleaning my stuff. I hate you throwing away all my stuff. This is not the first time. You think I happy? If I wanted my stuff to be cleaned I'll definitely put a "Please make my room" sign okay -.- Urgh. Ufo.
I'll spread my wings and fly.
Sunday, February 6, 2011
7:08 PM
Hmm. It makes me rather insecure now that there are actually NJCians whom I do not know reading my blog ._. Ah well, imma good girl :D Bleh, Chinese New Year holiday gonna be over )': At least my homework is near completed :X I haven't played maple yet T.T Why am I so freaking busy ): Yay, I quit Junior Council already (: Ah, not so much burden to carry (: I haven't blogged for a long time, sadly. Nothing interesting has happened in my ever so anti-climax life -.- I love being class chairman, really :X Its so fun :D Seriously, that's the max responsibility I can take. Council is too much. I suck )': Argh my shooting has suddenly sucked so badly too )': I WILL WORK HARDER :D Life's great (:
Ps. I shall blog like crazy during boarding. Term 2. You wait :D
Put your hands all over me.
Saturday, February 5, 2011
12:44 PM
Aargh. Down with flu -.- And I just recovered from fever last week -.- Great. Happy Chinese New Year (: I got $208 yeah (:
I'm not afraid to walk this world alone.
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
3:24 PM
Bitch. Your existence is my misery. Ufo.
