Bleargh. Today is such a rush rush day! Too busy to blog. Goodbye! :D

Ps. I love grilled fish and horfun and wanton noodles and curry yong tau foo and soya bean :3 ohmy. I'm craving :9

Lol. Some people are just so weird. Make up your mind, be nice to me or not at all. Both is just too weird and nonsensical. Thanks.

Today is such a friggin happy day I'm gonna die of happiness! Thankyou Sherlyn and Lee Chin and Meng Yuan for the wonderful poster and keychain and card!! Ahahahah! *dies* I got A for Math test and +1 mark too!! :D :D *dies again* I FRIGGIN GOT INTO AEP WOOHOO *dies yet again* AAAAH I AM SO HAPPYYYY~ Boohoo Yunise y u no take AEP with me )':

Oh me, Eunice and Ethan went to do ERIPS today!! It was so fun!! Ginger smells sooo good! XD old ginger, young ginger, blue ginger, yellow ginger, purple ginger and soil ginger :D AND WE TOOK THE SAME BUS HOME!!! But silly Ethan ran off without me at Botanic Gardens MRT. Nevermind :D get well soon Ethan!! Enjoy your one day mc! XD

Yes, today is a happy day :) Nobody shall ruin my mood. Nobody.

I can't take this anymore ): but some things just ain't right :/

I'm not angry, I'm hurt. I'm not sad, I'm jealous.

Bleh. I miss you. But why you gotta be so mean? Some things I'll never forget. One does not simply stop caring for someone he loves.

Yeah I'm supposed to think before I speak, but this has gone too far. You give it all away like you want nothing to do with me. You spread stuff about me and leave me speechless. You told me that like it was nothing to you.

Ohwell. Just realised I didn't try to rephrase this to be less explicit. I don't know.

Stop toying with me.

And here's all your lies
You can look me in the eyes
With the sad, sad look that you wear so well.

Ohmygod. People must think I'm a slut. Asdfghjkl. Haters gonna hate. That awkward moment when people you don't know actually know you. Thanks for the memories even though they weren't so great.

You're not the first, or the last
But you're possibly the ugliest.

): nevermind. Why, is hatred clouding my mind?

Stupid retard.

Holy crap. I had a horrible nightmare yesterday ): about failing something )): blehh. Tmr is roadrun T.T and yes, contrary to my fb, I actually donated $2-.- teehee. I was so happy today LOL.

YAY THANKYOU AGGIE AND CHRISTEL FOR GIVING ME BIRTHDAY PRESSIES TODAY I AM ETERNALLY GRATEFUL! :D

We played captain's ball for PE today. Mesad cause Minhao keeps throwing the ball in the yknow that way where the defender can't defend? Its so demoralizing!!! T.T

Lack of sleep. Ohgod. Tmr is IH debate :/// why am I so scared LOL.

Meh. Feels like long time no blog. Life is boringgg. Who wants to buy Fantasia tickets!!! Meh. Friday is Road Run ): well at least we can play games for PE :D Lalala bored. I've been playing MapleStory Cave Crawlers on iPhone. Not bad luhh. My fighter is lvl32 and thief is lvl30 :D Easier than MapleStory Thief Edition. Which mine is lvl17-.- Lol. The real one is the best anyways.

Instagram is interesting. No. Actually its stupid-.- It just changes the colour contrast and focus. Nvm. Pictures for ya! Taken yesterday on a rainy day :D

OMG I AM SO HAPPY!!! Today is a good day! Besides Essay Test and overcharging my phone during that time ;( then anyways, me went shooting with Ethan ^_^ then me went Welcome Dinner at Boarding School with Fang Ting and Thulasie and Harriet and Min Hao and Jing Han and Er Chao andand Christine! :D Hehee! Delicious food with lotsa eclairs! ;) picture for ya!!! :D

PS. Got an unglam picture of Thulasie!!! :P

Math test today. It was easy. Easier than homework!! But yeah silly careless mistakes. I wanna get A+! Meh whatever. Better than I know myself is so cool <3 ohya. Happy Valentine's Day._. Picture for ya :)

I'm getting to nowhere. LOL. It doesn't mean anything, remember that.

GRAAAAHHHH. )))))):

Meh :/ so much work. Gah. I'm such a screwed person ): bleahhh.

Till I forget about you.

Cause I cant get you off my mind.

Sigh. My mind is too empty now. Its bad cause I'm thinking of things I don't want to. It hurts. All my questions left unanswered. I wanna know yet I don't. Why? Why'd you do this? Gah. After everything I said and thought about, nothing's changed. Sigh. So together but so broken up inside.

I'm shaking from the pain that's in my head
Just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led.

Ohgod. I hate Mondays :/// today is a good day ^_^ <- my happiest smiley ever :D hehee cause Sundays mean I get to watch Cardfight!! Vanguard :DD Episode 58 spoiler alert: KAI FRIGGIN LOST TO REN ))): but the comments say Aichi and Kai will get cool new decks :3

And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you.

And that's why nobody fancies you.

Not the perfect ending I thought it would be, but good enough :)

I'm sorry. What does it take to make things right? Only time will tell. Its deja vu. You know someone, you like that person, you fall out with them, and then they're just somebody you used to know. Not again. Don't cry. Don't think about it. If everybody says its the right thing to do then it should be right, right? Gah.

Its tearing up my heart when I'm with you
But when we are apart I feel it too
And no matter what I do I feel the pain
With or without you.

That's it. Cmon be strong. Its not the end of your life. Pick yourself up and move on.

Its always times like this when I think of you and I wonder if you ever think of me.

Scary shit. Its so upsetting and depressing and saddening. Goes to show that one will stop at nothing to forget. When you're supposed to treasure.

On a brighter note, Minhao invited me to some scholar dinner thing at boarding school next week! :D hehh free food XD I hope its as nice as formal dinner one :9 teehee. Life can be so sweet sometimes. I guess that when you're sad even the smallest things make you happy.

God gives bad things so that better things will come.

Update: Screw you la! I would've said "Fuck you, bitch!" but that's inappropriate so yeah :) SAME LAH. Wtf man. Go screw yourself. Hope you get some sense knocked into you. And grow some balls.

YES FINALLY FRIDAY I'M SO DAMN TIRED. Scumbag dreams last night._. meh. I feel better I guess. Just don't think. Don't think.

Lol I'm so annoyed. All trains in the morning come so late-.- and there's the stupid jam at Bukit Timah-.- crazy circle line trains have screwed advertisement tv things. Anyway, they've been showing the same thing for like two weeks already. With an audio track that doesn't go with what's shown-.-

Funny. I run so fast during Road Run trials :D and fail NAPFA trial-.- Yixuan run so fast lol. Anyway, fat hope we're gonna win Top20 medals ): though that's so :D :O

Friday hurry come and go~

Today was tiring ): had erips till 6+++! and missed shooting. Oopsss. Erips was lss ): and I pinned up mah hair so I wont get scolded :D Yayy then MI we continued watching The Matrix. Sooo interesting! But didn't finish ;( aiya anyways, I feel so much better today. Thanks :)

Letting go,
Cause I know,
We were only halfway there.
Even though
We were close,
I was holding on just long enough to know
I should be letting go.

Lol. I am so broken. Emotional wreckage. Whatever. But you will never see the tears I cried.

I hate Mondays. Typical Monday Blues. Actually, its worse than that-.- I love Mondays :D Just that there's Bio and Chem and Phy and Maths and LA and MI and PE. ESPECIALLY PE. Urgh. But actually, road run wasn't that bad :D better than 2.4 where I make a fool of myself-.-

That awkward moment when you prefer running road run rather than NAPFA._.

Oh. It was raining then it stopped-.- so we had to run ): but yeah, it wasn't thaat bad. Lol.

Aiyo whatever la. The more I think about it the more it bothers me. Urgh. Block everything out. I AM SO DAMN UPSET OKAY. Heck. There are more important things. Like Math. I love Math :D Math test next Wednesday~ I WANT TO FRIGGIN GET INTO ACCELERATED MATH LA. Ohgod. My Sciences are dying. Nah, I just need time. And tuition ): NO I WILL NOT RUIN MY RECORD OF NO TUITION. Lol. Should I go to the extent of going to Bio Consol tmr? Guh. But its friggin Shan Shan ): And I already got my annual yellow and blue slip this year-.- IN THE FIRST MONTH OF SCHOOL._.

Ohya. I love Dr Wee :D he warns that the miniskirt and fringe period is coming._. ohwell :/

Anyways, methinks my passion is dying out too :/// Nonono. I will persevere! LA speech got A, not bad I guess... 7/10 for style. Not good enough. IH Debate coming. Oh how rusty I am. Nevermind. All the more reason. Watch me shine :)

Hahhahaa. How am I? Okay, fine, screwed :) I'm happily sad. Lol. Oxymoron. Juxtaposition :D meh. Seriously. I'm tired. HOMEWORK FOR EVERY SINGLE DAMNED SUBJECT EXCEPT PD AND MI. )': Actually, I'm doing just fine :) I mean like, OKAY WHATEVER YOU DON'T CARE? Then idgaf.

Shit. I've been selfish. Ohgod. I'm sorry! Gah. Reeeaaaallyyy sorry._. Whyyy am I so screwed ): Please forgive me D: *dies* Eee. I am so stupid :///

And I say come back, come back, come back to me like
You would before you said its not that easy,
Before the fight, before I locked you out
But I'd take it all back now.

Step into the room like all eyes are on you, shoot like no one's watching. Tell yourself there's nothing to worry about cause it doesn't matter what they think.

ARGH STOMACH IS KILLING ME. Gonna die of blood loss. F3. Gahh. Today's gotta be the worst day of my life ): owowow. Save mehhh! ):