Today just sucked. My stomach acted up and it hurts like crap. Urgh. So like anyway, school was okay today. Other than a few things which I absolutely must point out.

1. Bought "chicken mayo" sandwich at cafe but got tuna mayo instead-.- THEY PUT IT ON THE CHICKEN MAYO SIDE!! Kfine, my fault, I should know how chicken mayo looks like right? -.-

2. Bio practical today. Sheesh. Don't try to act nice and all by being nice to me at this *emphasis* time. Doesn't help. Makes you look overly bitchy. Ohwell whatever. Don't come to me when you have nobody too. I'm not here just so you look popular. And I'm kinda contented with myself right now, thankyou.

3. Principal's contact was shitty. I pity Grant. Yes, I do okay. I understand how its like to be in that position. And humiliated in front of the whole cohort? That's plain evil. Plain evil of Mrs Cheng. Being a principal doesn't give you the authority to mock someone. Especially when you're in the wrong. Gah. If I were Grant I'll tell my parents to write a complaint letter :) But I dunno. It just doesn't seem fair.

4. Saw an older brother and younger sister on mrt today. Sigh. Makes me so jealous. I want an older brother.

5. I'm wasting my time waiting for something that will never come. I think. Which idiot in the world doesn't know what he wants? In life. I mean like, its YOUR life. Definitely there are things you want to keep, and things you want to get rid of. Guh. My mood is super pissed nowadays. You think I'll be waiting and wallowing in self pity? Goodbye.

I went home :D Since I slept at 1am doing MI yesterday ): I skipped PE D: Yawnn.

I don't blame you. Give up then give up lor. Though it is kinda upsetting to know how dispensable our...acquaintance is. Or was. Whatever.

Jump up, fall down,
Can I play it loud now?
Don't care, my head's
Spinning all around now.
I swear I'll do everything that I have to
Till I forget about you.

What the heck am I doing.

If I could turn back time,
I'll go wherever you will go.

Its deja vu. Why do I keep making the same mistakes. Why do I trust people so easily.

The only reason people spread rumours is because they're jealous. Unless they're really nice so as to advertise free of charge for you.

Anyway, its killing me. Go away come back, go away come back, I wish you knew the difference.

Stand back and watch me shine.

LA speech today. Personally, I thought I did quite well. Though referred twice and said something wrongly but wasn't thaat obvious and forgot a line.

Fake smiles, fake laughter. I feel so...sad. One by one, everything starts to fall. If I could turn back time I would never love someone. Anyone. Heck relationships. I'm gonna just throw away my social life and be a nerd. Shut my heart and shut my feelings. Haters will hate, rumours will spread, jealousy remains and life goes on. Now you're just somebody that I used to know.

I am tired. TIREDTIREDTIRED. Tired of PE. Tired of school. Tired of all the mess we were made to be.

Busyyyy! YAY REJOICE SHANSHAN IS NO LONGER MY SPIRE TEACHER <3<3<3

I don't care if I'll never see you again
I'll be alright
Take this final piece of advice and
Get yourself together
But either way baby I'm gone~

Eh. Not again. Gah. I'd rather have my primary school classmates as my current classmates. Seems like everything comes and goes. Ah. I never make friends yet I make enemies. Ohwell. It was unintentional. But might as well.

Happy Chinese New Year everybody~! :D I am now slightly richer (Y) gah. I wish there's more holidays. MOREMOREMORE. Kk, picture for ya :D homemade :D

But you keep coming back.

Yay :D ytd 6ppl reunion :D 6A'09~ me, Celine, Jamie, Justin, Wayne and Wei Xuan hahhahaa :D School CNY celebration was ookay~ NJC's got talent again. LOL.

I LOVE MY PM DR WEEEEEE~ <3

PE sucks._. and my whole body still hurts from badminton :/ yknow, I FEEL LIKE I HAVE MUSCLES! HAHHAHAA.

Suddenly my heart starts to feel, my heart starts to feel, my heart starts to feel like stone.
All around is silver and gold, my heart never heals
Yeah my heart only feels like stone.

Ohyeah. Btw, I know I shouldn't have said all those stuff but I was angry and sad ): WHATEVER I AM A GOOD GIRL OKAY-.-! Zzz. I'll show you. Go wither in hell.

Really, don't take this to heart :D

Just kidding. Thanks for ruining my life. No, seriously, I hope you get fired. Scold me cause I was wrong, I can understand. But biased?! Retards. Is this what you want students to learn? Yeah sure its business, high demand for good record, low production = high value. WHERETHESHIT ARE YOUR MORALS.

Okay I should stop. But perhaps if you were just a leetle bit nicer, you'll have less haters. Well, not like you care but whatever. ONE DAY YOU'LL BE AT MY MERCY HAH. Lol. Just kidding. I won't hire stupid old women who accuse me of not listening to her scoldings (like seriously, just because I didn't repeat word for word doesn't mean I was ignoring you. Actually I should though.) next time.

OKAY I'M OFFICIALLY DONE :D I'M SORRY FOR BEING MEAN AND UNFEELING WHICH WILL PROBABLY COST MY FUTURE BUT I AM ADDRESSING A VERY IMPORTANT ISSUE WHICH HAS NOT BEEN RESOLVED TILL NOW. Bitch please. What issue? Heck. I have a life. Which does not involve yellow slips. Now, different story :D

Your lips say that you love,
Your eyes say that you hate.
You promised me the sky,
Then tossed me like a stone.
You wrap me in your arms,
And chill me to the bone.

There's truth in your lies
Doubt in your faith
What you built you lay to waste.

Gah!!!! Got caught by LSS AGAIN. LSS. AGAIN. *facepalm* Yeahyeah so I know I was wrong but JUST POINTING OUT, WHY THE HECK ARE YOU SO BIASED TOWARDS BAND MEMBERS AND AQUA?!?! -.-! Sheesh! And yes, I'm her wonderful SPIRE student-.- retarded. Lucky tmr no SPIRE.

Anyways, on the brighter side, we ate icecream cake today! :9 Ahahaha January birthday celebrations :) and then me, Siti and Ling Yan went badminton!! Superrr tiring goodnight!!

PS. Thankyou Eunice for cheering me up XD AHAHAHAHA :D

Second week of school! Surviving._. Meh. Just had MI. YY, Yanyu, Grant, Ray and me gonna do on Bermuda Triangle :D then we digressed to ghosts. Scary aah._. Life's good :D

Gah! Long time no blog :) so anyways, 11January - HAPPY BIRTHDAY CODY <3 12January - HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME AND PIXIE LOTT XD

Thankyou everyone~ :D :D phew. Just finished replying to everything XD And as promised, I'll start twitting ): Problem is, I forgot my acc! ><

AAARGH. All the lies. Too much to cover eh. I hate to believe :/

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited but I couldn't walk away, I couldn't fight it. I hope that when you see my face, you'll be reminded of our glory days.

Survived first week of school :)

Today was average. Nothin'special. Thankyou Grant for helping me in Chem! XD Sigh smart Achem ppl :/ Chem is such a killer._. Anyway, I had a very disturbing dream last night. Umm well it wasn't those kind of disturbing like ghosts or death or accidents but its disturbing!!
Its about someone. Whom I've never met or seen before._. But it
was...nice.

Thankyou Eunice for the pretty note! XD So pretty :3 Anyway, today was
so-so. Won't bother saying anything cause its not worth it. Besides,
what you say will be used against you-.-

I watch you take over.
I'll give you this offer.

So. Decleration. Just watch me. Watch my true potential. And be in
awe. Have fun. Playtime's over. I've sat quietly for two years waiting
and watching. Time to shine.

First day of school was O.K. The only teacher I didn't really like was NingHT-.- She talks alot. And ends up sidetracking-.-

Anyway, first period was Bio~ Miss Zhuang is nice :D Then Chem, Miss Selva :D She teaches well XD Cause I was in Chem consol and she taught>< Meh then it was recess then it was Maths. Ate recess with Ann-Marie, Eunice and Ling Yan~ Dr Wee, pm :D HE IS SUCH A WONDERFULLY GOOD TEACHER! :D But he taught SH1 and JH4 so now he teach us he was like "Okay so you all know toa cah soh is for right angled triangles right? So if its not right angled how do we solve it?" And everybody was like O__O Lol. Yanyu says we're the stupid class ): But I got A for maths!! ): And, as I was saying, HE TEACHES SUPERDUPER WELL! I like :D We finished the wholee booklet XD And he was so nice saying since all the books were out of stock so we didn't need to do hw! :D Teehee :D Ps. Some horrible way of picking students to answer questions ):

Then it was MI~ Mr Benzie Dio :D Mercedes-Benz XD HE IS SO FUNNYYYY! :D So yeah. We're gonna learn even weirder stuff as compared to Thinking._. So, what if everybody, say, called green 'green', but actually, its not the green we see? Like say they've been seeing green as orange and learnt to call it green. And everytime they see their orange, its our green green. But they still call it green anyway cause that's what we learn. Oh how profound._. Philosophy O_O

Thenn it was half an hour lunch then half an hour LA then half an hour free period-.- LA we handed in our speech ): Somehow, I have a bad feeling about this ): But Miss Khoo LILIN is nice too *implies something* :P Meh. Then after that was stupid Physics. Don't get me wrong, I love Physics, just that I don't like the teacher-.- Like, I hate Chem but Miss Selva is goooooooood. Yupps. Then PE was height and weight-.- Surprisingly, I don't think I gained any weight XD MUAHAHAHHA. I grew 1cm taller._. Oh. PE ended superrr early XD So I went home at like 345pm instead of 430pm :D

Kk, finally done explaining my whole day~ So yupps. Uniform felt weird-.- Aggie and Ann-Marie gave me notes :D Aggie always has super nice papers I'm jealous ): Teehee :D Oh and I went to school with Wanhui hahhahaa :D Anyways, in class I actually sat one seat away from the window and Ray was beside me~ Then Grant came and begged me to move to window seat!! :@ Hmphh. Jkjk I don't mind I guess. But during the 4-5 times of introducing ourselves, almost everytime I had to start!! ;( So yeahh OGLs had to go so my row (front-.-) became (or something like that):
[Window] Me   Grant   [Ray's seat]   Eeter   [Archanna's seat]   YY   Gwen   Jinghan   Fangting   Geokxing [Window]

(Time to be pissed.) GRAHHHH! Thanks alot-.- Stupid people who think its so cool to be twofaced. Nevermind. I made myself happy by buying Vanguard :D But not Dark Paladin ): And at Comics Connection they said "Vanguard Booster Pack pre-order now! (Release date: 12 January 2012) Price: $80" OMG IT MUST BE FATEEE! :D But were my eyes playing tricks O.o $80?!?!?

Okay. End of a very long day. End of a very long post. At least tmr's a shorter day~

Today is a good day :D Tmr is a bad day ): Ohwell. I ate Dunkin' Donuts nomyummunch :9 And I watched Cardfight!! Vanguard until episode 52 :D Meh. Then no more english subs._. So anyway, school tmr ): Hmm. Should I go early and sit in class or reach late and sit in parade square._. Lalala~ Long time no blog. Was busy :)

And will you miss me while you're looking for yourself out there?

Finished LA. REJOICE! :D School starting-.-

Ah. See what I mean. WHERE'S THE EFFORT MY DEAR? Where's the want.

Ooh. This is interesting. Still. Doesn't change anything.

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

Ooh. Timetable's out. Classes reshuffled. Needa work harder now. Sigh. Monday ends so late... Brace yourselves.

So cute! :D

Ohwell.

Sheesh. Procrastinate too much._. I've been watching Cardfight!! Vanguard :D And the cool thing is, it was a collaboration between the creators of YuGiOh and Duel Masters XD And its quite a new anime...released last year. Yes, last year, 2011-.- This takes time to get used to :P Ahaha anyway, it looks fun! And confusing._. Yeah well I love DM but didn't find YuGiOh appealing._. But Vanguard looks cool :D

Btw, the only vanguard I knew before this was vanguard sheet-.-

Gah. I think I write stupid stuff on my blog-.- Cause everytime I see other people's blog its like all so happy and nice._. Ohwell. Helppp. I always think I wrote a good speech until I read the rubrics!! ): Then I'm like oh shit._. Helphelphelp! Oh. Timetable's supposed to be out todayyyy. WHERE IS IT >:( And class list. Omg. I feel old. Sheesh. JH3._. I hope I wont die :D I hope I do spectacularly well HAHHAHAA. Maybe. Its not that I don't have confidence, its that I'm overconfident ): I think. Ohwell~ Gah. School reopen next week~ I hope mrt is fast-.- Or else I'll be late for school. Urgh. Lololol. Why am I ranting-.- Okay whatever~ Goodbye people who read my blog and never tag >:( Time to do LA-.- Again.

Ahaha. Finished my LA speech :) Fuckyea~ Gah. Notice that I said speech. No, I haven't started on the Preparatory Notes section yet-.- Which was actually supposed to be the first part lol. Anyway, almost done~ :D And yes, look at the time I posted this-.-

Lol. Yknow even though I made the "I'd spend forever wondering if you knew I was enchanted to meet you" wallpaper thingy, I never actually listened to the song before XD Until now-.- Personally, I don't see what's so great._. I prefer If This Was A Movie :D :D

Muahaha. I don't want to start it, I don't want to end it, I don't want you to know that I miss you. Do I?

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You would, you would if this was a movie.


Ohh! Pixie Lott has the same birthday as me :D Cody Simpson - January 11 :D Teehee :D He's one day older~ :)

But if this was a movie you'd be here by now.

I have a phobia of computers._. Like seriously. Ever since I recovered-.- Ohya. Speedy recovery much XD From 38.8 to 37.9 to 36.1 to 36.5 :D And its the first time this year I on com~ XD And I'm doing homework-.- Ahaha school reopen on 9th :P Btw, I DIDN'T KNOW JUSTIN BIEBER SO HOT._. Meh. :D

I love you Cody :) "Girl don't cry your heart out~"

Ohmygosh. Hold on Till the Night is so epic sounding OOO: Nice :D

Whee~ Party Rock Anthem - LMFAO is the #1 song of 2011~ XD On 987fm and 91.3 Top 100 :D

Eheh. Sorry I'm late-.- Happy New Year :D Picture for you~ XD