And I know these scars will bleed.
Wednesday, January 27, 2016
12:01 AM
I am fine now I am so much better heh. Three days - magic number three. Always ask three times, always confirm thrice. So I guess it is true and you really aren't coming back you really aren't changing your mind and that's just really sad I thought we'd make it I thought you were different heck I thought you understood.
As much as work sucks, it isn't always so bad I guess. Meeting some people are nice. They remind me of who I should be. They sort of guide and inspire me I guess. Especially this one person whom I talked to for about an hour (about stuff outside my jobscope) casually. Yknow, life and all. And it makes me think and realise I really need to find my own direction.
What hit me the hardest was "do you have a boyfriend" "no" "good dont bother just take care of your parents first and do what you truly love". Because maybe I'm really self-centred, can't wait to grow up and, well, live. But I gotta remember that as I grow up my parents are getting old too. And perhaps it's about time I really fill in and submit that volunteer application form for darul arqam ahahaha if I can't save someone I love, I'll save my fellow brothers and sisters.