<meta name='google-adsense-platform-account' content='ca-host-pub-1556223355139109'/> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-domain' content='blogspot.com'/> <!-- --><style type="text/css">@import url(//www.blogger.com/static/v1/v-css/navbar/3334278262-classic.css); div.b-mobile {display:none;} </style> </head><body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/7990915658190095271?origin\x3dhttps://tortoiseyyy.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
Welcome :D
THANKYOU for visiting :D
This blog is best viewed in ANYTHING :D

Visit my second blog HERE!

Congratulations!
You are the
Website counter
+ 12,660 th visitor! :)

Love :D
Cody Simpson <3
Justin Bieber <3
One Direction <3
6 Aspiration'09 <3
OG21'14 <3

Wishlist :D
To be happy.

Archives :D
  • July 2010
  • August 2010
  • September 2010
  • October 2010
  • November 2010
  • December 2010
  • January 2011
  • February 2011
  • March 2011
  • April 2011
  • May 2011
  • June 2011
  • July 2011
  • August 2011
  • September 2011
  • October 2011
  • November 2011
  • December 2011
  • January 2012
  • February 2012
  • March 2012
  • April 2012
  • May 2012
  • June 2012
  • July 2012
  • August 2012
  • September 2012
  • October 2012
  • November 2012
  • December 2012
  • January 2013
  • February 2013
  • March 2013
  • April 2013
  • May 2013
  • June 2013
  • July 2013
  • October 2013
  • November 2013
  • January 2014
  • February 2014
  • March 2014
  • April 2014
  • May 2014
  • June 2014
  • July 2014
  • August 2014
  • September 2014
  • October 2014
  • November 2014
  • December 2014
  • January 2015
  • February 2015
  • March 2015
  • May 2015
  • June 2015
  • July 2015
  • August 2015
  • September 2015
  • November 2015
  • December 2015
  • January 2016
  • February 2016
  • March 2016
  • May 2016
  • June 2016
  • December 2016

    • Friends :D
    + Aggie +
    + Aisyah +
    + Amanda +
    + Ariel +
    + Ethan +
    + Eunice +
    + Farah +
    + Grant +
    + Intan +
    + Khairul +
    + Ling Yan +
    + Sherlyn +
    + Victoria +
    + Yi Xuan +
    + NJ Debate +
    + NJ Shooting ARG +

    + 6Aspiration'09 +
    + Azrin +
    + Bernice +
    + Fatin +
    + Marabeth +
    + Tricia +


    Tagboard :D
    Please REFRESH (F5) after posting (:

    Credits :D
    Designer: Be surprised. Its me. ;)
    © All Rights Reserved.



    Feel like a failure cause I know that I failed you.

    Tuesday, September 22, 2015 8:55 PM

    I want to give up it hurts so bad I want to forget who I used to be. I'm not the same person as I was before. I want to forget all my dreams and aspirations. I'm not able to realise them.

    I am such a failure it hurts I am so disappointed in myself and everyone is so disappointed in me. I want to run away and run away from my problems and my haunting grades and the looming A levels. I am not ready. Will I ever be?

    How did I become like this? I no longer know who I am, or who I was. The person who did so well in school without even trying. And now I am the person struggling to even keep my grades on par with the average.

    I am not average. I am better than average. Why am I failing? What happened?

    I want to give up but I cannot and it hurts even more to keep trying and failing.