Went to school and I was very nervous.
Saturday, July 4, 2015
6:05 PM
I won't let it affect me I won't let it affect me I won't let it affect me OHMYGOD IT'S AFFECTING ME SO MUCH!!! :( sigh.
Gdi I will do well I will prove y'all wrong this time for sure and make y'all regret ever looking down on me. Never mind my shitty grades now, my end goal is A levels. Came to this school as the top student, I will leave as one too.
Mr Ang talked about motivation and here's mine, although it's pretty skewed but hey, whatever works right. So tired of people who look at me condescendingly (?) it's time to really finally do something about this bc I cannot live like this anymore. 6 years is way too long.
And you make me so mad I ask myself why I'm still here or where could I go.