Today is kinda my last free day until the end of As i think, and im wasting it away lying in bed trying to get my shit together sigh my head hurts i guess i cant gym my way out of all these thoughts today bc really really might pass out sigh study study mug my way out then.

But nooo i went to read a book lol. Ebook la bc i obviously dont go out to borrow or buy books and i didnt really know what to read so ya. Some random book turned out to be half my life story ha ha ha running away bc im a screwed up shit and i really need to get my shit together but unlike fiction, nobody comes for me ha ha zzz anyways the book i read was Tame Me by J. Kenner if yall interested hahaha. Ya the fifty shades kinda book bc i really dont know what im doing with my life now my emotions are a mess i need that sort of happy ending to relate to sigh. And to remind myself that people like me who keep running away will someday find someone who will run after me hahaha aww someday i hope.

Fun things to do: google image search "just friends tumblr"

I like him, I think.
More than that, I could love him.

Someday. Someday I will find the man
who will be waiting for me at the end of that aisle with love in his eyes.