Wah sian deja vu again i really really really wanna cry now its not fair why do these things always happen to me is it because i ask too much is it because i think too much i dont understand. Sian deja vu again train station again i didnt look back again i regret again i cry again.
// hey hey dont worry you knew that in the end things will turn out this way again right dont be sad //
Idk maybe for once i thought things would be different sigh. Hahaha what a loser i am i really really shouldnt believe anyone now i really really shouldnt believe anything call me a pessimist but the world hurts being ignorant and naive hurts my head is hurting my heart is hurting.
What changed? I changed. Same answer different people. I should stop asking this kind of closure isnt worth it they are all the same just hit me the hardest the pain is no different anymore.
Why do you pay for things? Because someday i wont be able to do it anymore. I used to believe that doing good to others would mean that others would do good to you. It is afterall better to give than to receive. I used to believe that but funny that didnt cross my mind today. But i guess today is that someday.
And I can't understand why my heart is so broken rejecting your love.