Do we know what we're fighting for?
Tuesday, March 17, 2015
12:16 AM
Life is so miserable I've never felt so low ever like EVER. Why are all the bad things coming back and all the new problems cropping up idek. I miss my old life before a lot of nonsense came. But then again, if not for all this shit, I would've never met the amazing nath ☆☆☆ hahaha god I miss him in a sense. Feeling very helpless lately why can't I do things on my own why am I so crippled? A levels in 230 days I am not ready.
Idk looking back I was dumb I shouldn't have stooped so low what was I thinking what was I feeling but I'm fine now idk it took so long but I'm okay now barely holding myself together but as good as ever. Many more things breaking me anyway I feel like crying life is so miserable math is so demoralising I've never felt like shit or so shitty before until today I think. What changed? Why?
Yes I do put in effort but I think there's no point showing you anyway. I've reached the point where I really cannot care less about my parents knowing how badly I'm doing in school because I can't help it. And what's worse is that, they can't help it either. Nobody can and I'm alone.