I was holding on just long enough to know I should be letting go.
Friday, February 13, 2015
10:41 PM
Days when I feel like decativating all my social media because it sucks to see stuff. It sucks to see people happy when I'm not. Hahaha how childish of me. But yeah I wish I was happy. I know happiness comes from within but there is none.
Sometimes I think if I'm even deserving of love or friendship or anything at all. Am I not good enough? And to run away from it all - from the answers which will taunt me - I cut off ties with people. I don't get close to people. Because everyone leaves anyway. In the end everyone ends up alone.
Is it so much to ask for? To have someone care for me for once. Not buy me things but doing things. Sigh I am hopeless idek this post sounds v v v despo maybe I am. It sucks to be alone and lonely.