And all I've got is nothing I want anymore.
Sunday, January 18, 2015
7:32 PM
I think I'm doing a great job at juggling my commitments for now anyway but it's too soon to say haha only two weeks of school but I'm very very tired and I cannot cope but I cannot say that because there's no way and nowhere else to go from here.
Idk being 18 makes me so angsty or something. And the thing about trusting people is really getting out of hand sigh. My mental state is getting out of hand too sigh. Yeah most of the stuff I wanted to say I've already said on my spam acc I guess but wanted to blog about stuff but half the time I forgot what. School sucks seeing faces seeing people not seeing you I miss you. Still looking out for you wherever I go.
Yknow during GP one day we were talking about analysing author's stand and arguments blah blah and something which was said caught my attention: "...some uni course we were analysing Bible texts and it really shook my faith because the Old Testament had a different tone to it like if you do this you die!!! kinda thing but the New Testament is like I love you super loving kinda way which makes you think why did God change his mind or something?" Hahaha and I was like YES YES YES SEEEE. God is great. I hope people see the truth.