She's falling doesn't even know it yet.
Tuesday, December 9, 2014
11:01 PM
Wew retreat was pretty fun but tiring omg slept at 4am and 2am and 2am for three nights in a row dyinggg HAHA kinda half watched Pearl Harbor and Warm Bodies and The Book Thief each night but ugh it's so late I keep falling asleep >.> but the hotel was nice and the food was nicer!!! Tmr still needa go school then research and everything as usual :((( my phone battery mad sucks lately I think it lasts for like 5 hours ugh.
So many things to say but umm. Sigh why do these things happen I never even asked for this why is life so difficult. I cannottt screw up another time. And like omg this is why exactly my problems keep happening bc things like this keep happening and omg I'm making the same mistakes all over again I'm so dumb I HAVE TRUST ISSUES. And I wish there was I wish there were people I could trust.
I wish I could trust you. But gdi one thing is that rushing things doesn't make anything better why do people want to rush things it's not good it's not nice it's not fair I never really got to be alone like happy and alone not lonely and alone.