Life is a journey where you stumble and fall.
Friday, December 5, 2014
2:39 PM
I hope grad night was great it was I think. There are leaders among leaders, but there must be followers too. Yet there are followers who wanna be leaders bc well we're all leaders but that's not gonna end well bc too many cooks spoil the broth or something but whatever sometimes I question my choices a lot of times maybe.
The reason I'm taking up so many things this year is because I don't want to regret like third lang. Regrets are worse than not trying.
But I rather not know the sweetness of it all just to be hurt in the end. Now you and I you know it can't work it's all fun and games till someone gets hurt and I know I won't let that be you.
So much for not finding anyone worth my sleep ugh slept for 3 freaking hours talking to 3 people ugh.
Finished my polaroid films sigh need to wait forever to go and buy at that ulu place again but who cares I shouldn't be wasting my money on these sigh last 4 polaroids aka 2 of the same picture each and guess where two of those went sigh boys.
NOTE TO SELF: Do not come home early as far as possible ugh rather study even in my shitty 3 hour nap last night sleep deprived caffeine powered state.
SHIT I THOUGHT I WAS DONE WITH THIS BUT APPARENTLY NOT GAH IT HURTS IT HURTS TO KNOW THAT I'LL NEVER GET TO GO ON SCHOOL TRIPS TOGETHER WITH SOMEONE AND TAKE POLAROIDS OVERSEAS BEING HAPPY AND ALL IT SUCKS IT HURTS JUST WANNA CRAWL INTO MY BED AND THROW AWAY THE LIFE I LED.
SHIT I THOUGHT I WAS DONE WITH THIS BUT APPARENTLY NOT GAH IT HURTS IT HURTS TO KNOW THAT I'LL NEVER GET TO GO ON SCHOOL TRIPS TOGETHER WITH SOMEONE AND TAKE POLAROIDS OVERSEAS BEING HAPPY AND ALL IT SUCKS IT HURTS JUST WANNA CRAWL INTO MY BED AND THROW AWAY THE LIFE I LED.