I'm in love with the thought of you.
Friday, December 19, 2014
12:42 PM
Ugh really strong urge to start swearing but there's no point when I have no content SO looks like I really have to start doing all my shit and really get a job and take driving and get a scholarship idc if it's overseas or NUS preferrably with utown or something so I don't have to freaking go home and face more shit like ugh it's mutual okay I don't want to stay at home and you don't want me to stay at home I'm totally cool with that pfft so much for proving people outside wrong looks like I'm on my own now.
Which is pretty sad bc I would really like a place to stay besides home like maybe boarding is a good choice ha ha I considered this before lol goes to show how much I think about my shitty future but anyway for now all I can afford is to stay in school/other studying places until late sigh better than nothing. I DON'T NEED THIS KINDA NEGATIVITY IN MY LIFE GO AWAY OR I WILL GET AWAY. Yes I will soon enough.
Would probably rant on my private insta but meh haven't blogged in ages and this would be too long for a caption so whatever.
"I love you."
Me: I don't believe you.