I'll find somebody like you.
Friday, December 26, 2014
4:37 AM
Lol really feeling all the negative emotions today/ytd pfft so guess who spent 10 hours on research and 5 hours on math back to back what a noob ugh I'm so depressed and upset and too far gone that I don't really care if I get one verbal warning for not finishing my homework bc I REALLY TRIED AND I JUST CANNOT OMG I HATE MY BRAIN. Aaand the number of people I trust have shrunk yet again idek anymore I don't care anymore ugh I should never ask for help ever again and just do things by myself for myself. Need to stop being upset when I brought this upon myself. What a let down.
4.30am now lol should I even sleep when I need to wake up in like the next hour lol my life what is going on.
Really don't care and really not giving out chances anymore and really not opening up to people anymore.
If life is all about chances -
taking and giving -
I think
that by now,
somehow,
I'll be
broke(n).
YES MY LATE NIGHTS AND EARLY MORNINGS MENTAL STATE IS REALLY UNSTABLE BUT IT MAKES GOOD POEMS.