Tell myself that we were never broken.
Sunday, November 23, 2014
10:10 AM
Just realised I have very bad social skills LOL team bbq was fun minus me being an introvert but whateverrr. Sigh people need to stop asking me if I'm okay it scares me how much it shows?? Like nj training and league training omg stahp I can't keep up with these fake smiles saying I'm okay I'm fine when everything inside of me is dying.
If overworking myself is bad enough, well, I've just made things a million times worse by uh being delusional. At least it doesn't hurt so much. I don't know for how long though, hopefully until after A's? Ha ha. I need to stop dating floorballers.