Please hang around.
Friday, November 14, 2014
8:36 AM
Damn I become so irrational at night I hate it. Blah I got through this before, I can do it again. And again and again. Just a few more nights of crying. Just a few more days of losing my double eyelids.
What happened to "till forever and back"? "I won't leave you if you don't leave me" shit? All the "I love you"s? "I am honoured to be yours"? "I don't want to count weeks or months, I want to count years"?
Nevermind, I don't really wanna know. I never did. Just the ultimatum is enough. Ha ha we met in the train, we parted the same way. If life was a movie then it wouldn't end like this.
Sometimes I wish you'd take me back ha ha. But it's okay everything happens for a reason. I pray my religion will move your heart like how I did. I will not cry. I respect your decision.