Now she's stronger than you know.
Thursday, November 20, 2014
11:19 PM
Ha ha page views went down by like 7 times. But yeah it's been a week now. I always thought something would change in you, something which would change your decision. But nah. Kok bestie says that my efforts aren't worth it and that I won't get a response. He's a guy he should know. And I believe him. And that's okay. But meep I thought at least I'd get my notes back ugh five years of chemistry notes gone.
Anyway the past week was so stressful sigh. Lost like 2kg I think? The only good thing. Besides getting my pens back. Which were so close to finishing ugh needa buy pen refills now. Need to eat more than one meal a day I think I'm dying sometimes I feel so physically weak but oh well.
Things are better now. Yes the pain is still there but it's not as fresh anymore, so like a wound, it's just a dull throbbing pain which I would very much like to drown it in panadol aka schoolwork. Time to get my life together I guess the other good thing is that I can study on my own in random macs and sbux outlets watching people for hours on end not having to engage in conversation, not having emotion.