I'm broken do you hear me.
Monday, November 17, 2014
10:07 AM
Crying at sbux like the white girl I am ha ha just kidding. Sbux is the least crowded place so it's not so bad that people see I guess. And it has wifi to blog. And it's sbux so yeah. I'm not even hungry or thirsty though. I just want you. Trying not to cry. I cried enough last night. And I have limited tissue so yeah.
Reflecting on my actions. Didn't go as planned but nothing I plan goes according to plan so. I need closure. But this time, I did it on my own. But this time, there's nobody to hold me and tell me that things will be okay. But this time, I have nobody to hate but myself. I don't even know why I do these things for people who don't care. Again, I still don't get answers - which leaves me questioning myself for the rest of my life.
You can keep my chem and math notes. It might be useful someday, I don't know. I'll just rewrite them, and rewrite my life.
You forced me to do this. I hate it but you gave me no choice. What is yours is no longer mine. I am not angry. I will not cry. I will not feel anything at all. Please respect my decision like I respect yours. Goodbye.