Been trying so hard not to let it show.
Saturday, November 15, 2014
9:27 PM
I am going mad haha oh wait I'm already mad boo hoo more memories :c nonono not this smiley emoticon whatever :c wanted to remember; never missed a second :c
I don't even want to be here. I hate this lifestyle. No internet connection unless I lean out of the balcony and it hardly works. Read The Maze Runner last night still thinking thinking of you it hurts. Eating and sleeping and watching random movies on tv I can't live like this.
Would things be different if I went for SIM 3 on 3? I miss you. I miss you a lot.
Going through so many scenarios in my head it hurts. My thoughts are everywhere - but they lead back to you. Every single second.