I really don't care.
Wednesday, November 26, 2014
4:04 PM
YESTERDAY'S POST BUT ONLY POSTING TODAY BC TOO SCARED IT MAY HAVE AFFECTED MY CHANCES OF GETTING MY NOTES BACK.
Sialah ytd's pageviews was like 100 >.> like seriously 100 in one NIGHT not even day >.> so yeah whatever I'm better now than ever. Silly me, worrying about things which aren't worth a single thought. Kinda like the closure of this chapter of my life compared to the last. At least I got the truth yay.
Was it nice? To have someone care for you and support you through national examinations? I wish I'd get that experience too but nevermind I don't really want any shit in my life anymore. Was it nice? To have someone care for you and support you when you didn't feel the same way? I wasted my life. Congrats girl second time sacrificing your studies for boys who don't give a fuck.
Ha ha. Was kinda indirectly convinced by Jing Jie that retaining was okay. Age doesn't matter in the long run anyway. But thank God I didn't. My Asian mind would have driven myself to suicide if my Asian parents didn't kill me already.
So yup thanks for your concern or busybodiness I'm fine. Just don't understand why people get so...hostile. Everything coming down to this? Wah I give up on boys. I think A levels and NS changes people. For the better. I like the way Kok bestie and Nath think. It tickles my mind. Meh idk how I'm even going to get a boyfriend or even life partner in uni but well needa do well anyways who careS.
Idk I never understood why we can't wish for people to uh gain revelation or something? Like we can only pray that they succeed in this life and are blessed with the riches of the world. And that's just sad because you gain something which isn't even going to be yours forever and instead you're gonna suffer forever but oh well. Whatever floats your boat. Which will in the end sink.
I'm thinking maybe I can't have relationships cause lately they're not making any sense and baby you're the one thing on my mind that could change anytime.