It's the avalanche that looms above our heads but we don't believe it.
Friday, October 24, 2014
9:20 PM
I promoted thank God. I promoted with 4 H2s and I'm not even at risk omg thank you. Yes I have to and will work harder. It's mad I'm going to be J2 next year. What happened to the "omg 6 years in the same school" days? I am not ready but I will be. Hah to all the people who thought that I couldn't make it. (Aka my parents) (Aka myself slightly)
But yeah my results are really bad I could have done better sigh like seriously I don't even bother calculating and I probably got U for every single promo paper. Except ELL of course. ELL is a saviour. Although I spent the least time studying for it. Econs was a disappointment.
Today was actually kinda bad I was really worried I couldn't even sleep it's mad. (I woke up at 2am and feeling really sickly now.) But it's okay I'd go through this again just to promote. And yes here's to sleepless nights because A levels in less than 400 days.
Thank you to those who helped me pull through and I'm sorry for being such a disappointment but I don't care anymore the only people I will NEVER want to disappoint are Nath, Jing Jie and myself. Because they are truly the people who've been at the top, at the bottom, and both. (Yes in order of naming wow.)
And to those who didn't promote, it's not the end. Don't give up. It's the usual it's okay message but really. You are made for better things in life. It's a wake up call I guess, just that different people get different types of calls. Don't despair because God only gives you things you can handle. I don't deserve to promote, personally I think, but I'm going to make it worthwhile.
Trying to be perfect, trying not to let you down.