So I spent the last hour searching about child poverty because PW but then I ended up at Association for Psychological Science and ended up reading a million articles about psychology and I realise that I wanna study psychology in the future. Educational psychology. Yes, even if that means going to FASS instead of Law haha.

I realise it is important to set realistic expectations. Expect less, be surprised more. People need to, especially, expect less from others. It’s pressurising especially for people like me because I guess my previous success was only accidental and does not reflect my true abilities so yeah. Quit bringing it up.

Oh also if this somehow gets conveyed to me in real life (hint hint like how I think I’ll retain) it’s obviously because of what I say here. Because trust me, the only place I ever say I’ll retain is here or Twitter, and my Twitter is private so. Ugh.

Really need to plan my future like really really NEED to because I really really NEED to be independent. Like, I really really need to promote (also because I can’t let Nath down sigh (yes I don’t mind letting everybody else down because people and their annoying expectations annoy me)) so I can take A levels and do really really well in Psychology and get a job and get married yes.