Oops this is late but Happy September LOL. And this is the time when everyone is like "Wake me up when September ends" but nooo don't wake me up when September ends because PROMOS!!!
Omg I am so not prepared but yeah I know it's like in the middle of the night but I AM SO RELIEVED I FINISHED MY RESEARCH PLAN!!! But yes it was my fault anyway because I procrastinated SO MUCH even I cannot believe myself. Sobs. Yes I have this love-hate relationship with research and practically with everything school related just that research has more feels haha.
Oh and the reason I'm awake now is because I took a nap from like 7.15pm to 8.15pm HAH MY PW ACTUALLY MAKES SENSE. Yes naps increase productivity but I take longgg naps hurhur.
Thanks for the memories haha although I can feel my discipline starting to become lax omg this is bad I need to muggg. September holidays finally haha I need a proper holiday :( but that'll be like at the end of next year after As, and that's assuming if I promote.
It's daaamn scary why is this so true? I seriously hypothesize that there's something about smart primary school kids who go on to NOT shine in the future. Some, not all. And I'm not just saying this out of personal experience. It has been around lately and the more people I meet the more I realise that this is becoming more apparent and it scares me. It's not about our shitty attitude towards learning, it's something deeper, in our brain cells. There's something about doing really well in your early years and not anymore. And some people don't do well at first yet end up spectacular. It's just two really contrasting outcomes, and sometimes I wish I belonged to the latter.