Update: ugh so pissed at myself bought the wrong thing kinda from paper market but not really but yeah. Gdi it's thursday already.

Dreading tomorrow (or later today) because lessons. And also because i plan to run before that sigh. And i obviously lack sleep. And i just sneezed. And my nose is blocked and my eyes are watery omg am i falling sick again ugh.

I hate myself for feeling this way it's not fair that everything takes you away from me.

Update: I did not run today besides running to school lol omg kill me now.

Gdi really not enough sleep. Studied today but more like realised how much i don't know and how screwed i am for promos omg hope i dont retain or drop to h1 math or something. Kept stealing glances at a guy sitting like 10 metres away because i was that bored omg. Haha but he looked familiar idk maybe it's just my imagination i need to stop finding people familiar. But loyang point macs is nice and empty kinda haha and there arent many people studying there so thats great and there are interesting people to look at haha i like staring. Oh and i ate macs. Without you.

Feeling conflicted between being upset or just sad. Also need to stop having such a shitty attitude but sigh idek anymore because -refer to previous sentence-. Wanna write i miss you on a rock and throw it at your face so you know how much it hurts to miss you.