I miss the taste of a sweeter life.
Saturday, September 6, 2014
1:37 AM
So this year is probably the first year that I didn't go back to PRPS or even meet any 6A people for like a proper reunion and that makes me sad because they are people I don't want to forget, they are the memories I want to hold on to. I promise I will go back soon. Someday.
I don't want to leave this town. Walking around here tears me up and brings back bittersweet memories but I would like to live with that. To remember who I used to be and to regret who I've become now.
Sometimes I question my sanity. Like why am I putting myself through this a second time. Am I mad. Is it not enough to support someone through Os and abandon my studies once, that I'm doing it all over again.
I have a new resolve to do well and not retain.