School sucks haha I don't even know how I'm surviving but yeah it's nice to have a break for awhile even though it's not really a break because research. Getting my life back together finally I can feel it in my mind.
I love Sundays haha because religious class. Four years just to get a diploma let's hope I'll make it through without defferring modules because that would be so troublesome ugh. The only thing that keeps me sane sigh. And today it made me think: How did people actually memorize books on like medicine and psycology and all the different schools of thoughts blah blah it's mad I can't even memorize one page of my econs notes. How did they make it through this life without being swayed by earthly matters because truly, they are tempting. And I hate myself for knowing that there's life after death but I am not prepared for it.
Don't get too close, it's dark inside.