Ermahgawd I'm happy. Haven't felt like this in so long. And I decided to blog only after 24 hours to make sure that I'm legit happy and yes I am???
Ugh dammit I shouldn't be feeling this way it is so wrong ugh. Ugh what happened to my rationalizing side ugh.
Pretty much the conversations in my head right now:
"Ermahgawd I like him!!!"
"Are you mad? No."
"Yes I do!!!"
"Nonono what happened to all your morales huh!!!"
"What morales I don't see what's wrong!!!"
"Gdi can you just die."
Yup like I didn't study for econs lecture test and I feel like killing myself now because gurl where are your priorities!!!
So yaaa wth man I am so conflicted in a happy sense??? Yuck. But the word happy is still there haha. Thanks for making my day!!! Or maybe my week or month or year :)))
Haven't legit liked anyone in a long time.
I'm feeling distracted and likewise attracted to all the things that you let me know to all the things that you can't let go.