Kinda really sad that I didn't really get to accomplish many things this month :( Sigh last day. I hope that I'll be able to see this month again next year and I hope I'd make better use of it.

Feeling sick and I really hope it's not dengue because so many mosquito bites and dengue cases in my area :(

Really need to buck up on my studies :(

Probably should deactivate ask.fm again how dumb. Why don't I ever get nice questions.

I have my reasons for having certain sentiments. My JH life wasn't all that good. Heck, it was bad. My seven months of SH is better than my 4 years in JH, and it is the reason I'm starting to mellow down on my VS-VJ obsession. Please, I know where to draw the line. We all do. I mean like Singaporeans don't go around supporting other countries in international competitions right? We don't hang other countries' flags either. But they do support other countries for stuff like World Cup. Same difference. I don't see a problem with supporting another school, when both my mind and body is with NJ. Even more so when there's so much to learn from other schools and how they do things.

But yeah if you really must know, I love NJ. I love NJ the way it is now, with Mr Ang, with new friends I made this year. I love NJFB and there's no other team I'd rather play with and no other school I'd rather play for because njpride. I will honour my choices. It's a choice I made to come to NJ, out of every single school in Singapore. And if there's anything I'll do for NJ, it is to do NJ proud.

Why Council? Well, why not? You know how they say you can love someone so much you want the best for them? I want the best for NJ and that is why I'm going to make a difference. But of course, nothing without labour. Absolutely hate it when people say that choices are made based on how helpful they are to an individual's selfish desires. I mean like can't we do things for the benefit of the whole society? Why so self-centered? It's not like you can take your portfolio to your grave. It's not like God will question you "So you were a Councillor? Ok you can go to heaven." So pls if you do badly even your portfolio can't save you. If you die and go to hell even your portfolio can't save you.

This is the dumbest post ever but no choice because needa clear misconceptions. I mean like seriously I'm not even blogging about being torn between two lovers or some teenage angst omg.