Darling everything's on fire.
Tuesday, July 29, 2014
5:45 PM
Idk it's really like a joke, isn't it? Of all people, me? Ha ha. Honestly never thought that such things would happen to people like me but oh well. I won't say cyberbullying, more like an attempt at cyberbullying because seriously, I am not the kind to be cyberbullied and I will not allow that to happen so there. But in all seriousness, cyberbullying is real. I never thought it was something so serious but thanks for the firsthand experience, now I know what it feels like and now I am well aware of how victims feel and also, my knowledge on cyberbullying has just increased tenfold, if not more, so now my GP skills will improve yay.
I'm better now than ever and your life's okay.
I really should stop breaking into random song lyrics especially when conversing with people because it's weirddd. But yeah. I believe that I don't need people to stand up for me, especially comforting me over lies. But thank you to those who did because I think having support is really important, especially when it comes to cyberbullying. Nevertheless, I believe that everything boils down to mind over matter. Who are you to dictate my life and tell me how bad I am and how much I suck? Because at the end of the day, those who matter don't mind, and those who mind don't matter. So dry those tears and keep your chin up.
Don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head.
That being said, it is an undeniable fact that cyberbullying hurts. It hurts and more often than not, it runs through your mind all day. The negative comments and snide remarks. But such is life. That's the thing about pain, it demands to be felt. But of course, you don't get to choose if you get hurt in this world...but you do have some say in who hurts you. So yeah. I'd rather get hurt by legit people, not keyboard warriors.
Don't bend, don't break, baby, don't back down.
Aaand the contents of my case of an attempt at cyberbullying...sigh. The amount of lies is too damn high I can't even. The thing about cyberbullies is, they're (dumb) cowards. Firstly, they can't get their facts straight. Secondly, even if their facts are straight, have some courage to do it openly. If you're right about things, why are you scared? Thirdly, cyberbullies throw out almost any lame argument they can find in an attempt to break you. Like seriously, from me "loving VJ and hating NJ" to me "being a Councillor for portfolio" to me "being a pathetic, desperate slut". So yeah, don't worry. As long as you are true to yourself, everything will be fine. Again, you chose the wrong person to cyberbully because my arguments are watertight, and it's not just because I'm playing 'victim' here.
Give me love or hate, you can bend me till I break.
I would like to know, though, why me of all people? And why now, of all times? If this resentment is from an IP kid then why not settle it in JH? Now of all times because SH is a crucial time = more effective to cyberbully? Okayyy but you see I'm using it to my advantage. And if it's from a Councillor, then wow. I suggest you seriously reflect upon your actions.
And logically, bullying happens because of one out of two reasons: The bully wants to take revenge in a sense, or, the bully is jealous. You don't do these things for no reason, unless really, then I have nothing to say to that LOL like maybe thanks for investing so much time to attempt to break me. But yup. Reason 1: I have no idea what I did wrong to you or why you hate me so much because honestly my JH/SH life was/is pretty normal I guess and I really do not want to think that the IP people/Councillors I know are that bad to me. Reason 2: Jealousy oh my please there's nothing to be jealous about, and if there is, you're really shallow minded to feel that way because my life is so average. Do tell me what you want in my life and I will do my best to help you achieve it.
But yeah honestly I'm not even going to think about this anymore because it is so dumb. So if you think I'm really affected by all this drama, I'm not. Feel kinda sad though because Mr Ang is so nice yet stuff like these still happen. So to whoever who actually reads this post up to this point: DON'T LIE, DON'T STEAL, DON'T CHEAT AND DON'T BULLY!!!