Ugh. So I meant to post this on Sunday but it so happens that I don't have 3G/4G and due to some unfortunate circumstances, I don't have wifi either so ya.

Ugh. Idk man I know I spend a lot of time on my phone socializing/using social media but, hey, everyone my age does this too. Ya sure there are those who are obviously smarter than I am and probably plan their time better than I do but, hey, that's them and I'm me. I'm not productive at home and that's that. Whether or not there's internet or not. Aaand hey, isn't using phone what everyone at home does? Why me? Just because I socialise instead of buying stuff online? Instead of stalking and complaining about people showing off on Facebook? Instead of watching stupid videos on Youtube? Aaand there are those who are worse off than me. Like, hey, at least I'm not addicted to drugs or computer games, right???

Ugh. And now I am reminded of why I'd rather be at boarding. And now I know why some people rant about it sucks being at home. I'd rather study at a nice Starbucks, with frappes for company, or at Macs until my hair smells of fries. And now, I think, if people were to ask me to choose between studying in local universities or overseas, I'd say overseas. Also because the weather here is crazy. I cannot even sleep well with two fans on can you imagine that's how hot it is.

Ugh. Leaving home a lot earlier because what is there to do at home lol. Home is where the internet connects automatically. Ya right. Not so much of a home but a house maybe. Actually leaving at 6.30am is reasonable lor. Since I always leave at 7.15am and reach NUS at 9.15am so I leave 45min earlier to reach earlier???

Ugh. So ya life sucks, not because I'm sulking and not because I don't have internet, but because I would rather be independent but I cannot.

At the end of the day you can tell me I'm wrong 'cause you went through all of the trouble.