Tell me what to say so you don't leave me.
Friday, May 9, 2014
10:23 PM
It hurts. Fridays always hurt the most. Fridays are the days where I try really hard. Fridays are the days where I think too much about you. Fridays are desperate days where I feel my heart rip out of my chest every time I see a hint of you online. I am desperate. I hate it.
Emotional turmoil over the things happening in school. Council and floorball. And studies. And everything actually. Five days a week I work like a machine, efficient and emotionless. Friday night comes and I just break down.
Somehow, I don't think I can survive another week like this. I need you. Please. I'm sorry if I say I need you.