Wow today was a bad day. Today I had the courage to change my iPhone wallpaper. No more us. But other than that, yeah everyone would probably have guessed that I obviously cannot let go that easily. I thought I could. But after today, hah nooooope.
My heart is breaking all over again. I'm sorry MJ is a nice school, tainted with bad memories. It's only been a week plus and here I am again feeling just as terrible as I did last Monday. It hurts. I don't even know how many times I broke down today. I am so affected.
I wish you missed me like I miss you. I hated seeing your face today. It hurts so much. And to my team, I'm sorry. We could have won. We really could have.
I wish you came to support me. And not just walk away. Three meters. So close yet so far. I know you knew that it was me.
I wish this didn't hurt as much. I wish I could walk away as easily as you did.