Am I better off dead? Am I better off a quitter?
Tuesday, March 4, 2014
7:24 PM
Today sucks. Bad training day number two. I suck. I'm getting worse. It's so demoralising. My stickwork is detiorating at an incredible speed too. I miss actually playing floorball. I mean playing like not goalkeeping. Lagging behind so much in terms of strategy because I no longer listen to team talks because they don't even involve me. Sigh. Whyyy I think I do quite well what. :(
My thoughts are so distracted lately. I need to get my shit together. Events that happened in the past, good or bad, shouldn't bother me anymoreee.
AND. I. NEED. TO. STOP. STALKING. LAST. SEEN. ON. WHATSAPP. Omg seriously. I have no guts. I have no reason to either. Am I making things awkward or is it you?