Yes I am aware that I should be doing GS now but I'm typing this on my way home so yeah. Besides, I'm pretty fast for someone who did alone :3

Bleh was dying in school today but I managed to stay awake :') I swear I've been having weird dreams. Sunday night and Monday night I dreamt of someone totally unexpected. Tuesday night and Wednesday night I dreamt I was killing people. People are gonna think I have some sort of sleep disorder or split personality but noooo. It's those kind of passing dreams which are probably a result of thinking too much (I don't think of killing) and stress from school and the arrangement of my pillows HAHA.

I was trying to be healthy by eating fruits during recess today. I could keep this up if fruits were cheaper haha.

Lately I've been thinking about the MI Test article. It was something about students' IQ fluctuating, like some being really smart during primary school years and flop secondary school and tertiary, vice versa. This is probably assuming but I'm seeing it happen a lot. To myself too, and this is alarming.

Went back to shooting range today cause of NJCIS comm + exco meeting and had this sudden longing to shoot again. Sigh. I think my only problem is overcoming my fear of going down to the range and training with the people there. Ohwell. I do not look forward to talks tomorrow. I'll have nothing to say again.

Been doing lots of self reflection lately. Why do I crave social contact? Now, after almost half a year without more than one text buddy?