Got back 1/3 of MYE results today. I don't understand why the school wants to prolong it until Friday. And getting results slip in Term 3. Not even the first week because of SISC. And like College Day, students are invited (forced) to go. Sighz.
Like, I don't even know how I got into ESTaR with such crappy results? And majorly screwed up interview. Don't get me wrong, I am grateful. Really.
I'm not even disappointed anymore. Just...at a loss. Truth is, I kinda really studied. Compared to last year. Yet I knew my results wouldn't be great. But this is just beyond disappointment. Beyond tears. I can't even cry. Accepting the fact that I totally suck at Physics no matter how hard I try.
What is life, but struggles and failures?
Just kidding. I know I'm being pessimistic. And although I, perhaps, give good advice, I doesn't work on me. Sighz. Leave me alone and let me mourn.