Meh haven't blogged in a long time cause I've been really really busy (haha that's what I always say :X) but isn't it obvious?? I'm sleeping at like 2am on a Sunday night D: heh mostly cos I took a nap already (but I'm still tired and I DRANK THIS SUPER DUPER YUMMY (if coffee is supposed to be yummy) ORGANIC COFFEE FROM IKEA. HAHAHA IT'S GREAT. Ah the high class taste of brewed coffee :3 what have I become from hating coffee to drinking mocha to drinking 3in1s to drinking brewed coffee :/

Yknow teaching is really fun :) it's kinda scary because I kinda feel like living my childhood dream of becoming a teacher >< but ohwell in the meantime, I teach naughty primary 6 kids maths hehe :) I must remember to bring chocolates for them :/ AND YAH I'M TEACHING PRIMARY SCHOOL MATH FOR FREE LIKE IF YOU NEED HELP AND STUFF WHO WANTS FEEL FREE TO CONTACT ME~ because education and knowledge is priceless :) and yes, I'm busy but it's okay :)

Felt like quitting shooting (again) and ranted on Twitter. Unlucky me because many people decided to comfort me and 'beg me to stay' and 'give us another chance' because 'I have the potential'. Truthfully, everyone is making me feel bad. It's not like they treated me bad, it's that I choose to be introverted. Maybe shooting is like a family afterall. But I love the sport, not the people. They make me change my mind I don't know what to do I'm so indecisive. I used to stand convicted with my decision to quit. Thank God nobody can see these tears. Why it melts my heart cause maybe they do actually care about me and acknowledge my existence. Maybe. But still I don't get the point of staying when I'm not good enough for anyone. Sure I've got the potential but I don't do anything much about it. Shooting 350+ without training is no big deal.

And yet another childhood memory is beginning to resurface, calling out to me. Floorball, I miss you.