I'd like to be everything you want.
Wednesday, March 13, 2013
11:51 PM
Tiring day. My sleep debt is snowballing. So is my work. Gah. Can't believe that after missing two lessons of IH, Ms Lim is more than halfway across the book. I hate catching up. :(
Grahh. AEP due tmr and I can't do anything I hope it gets done though I don't wanna fail. Still got coursework to do omg. Yes I feel like an artist when I say coursework but my imagination just isn't good. Still have Bio, Chem, Phy, GS, IH article review and Malay projects. Sigh what holiday.
Shooting today was tiring but fruitful yay. Not sure if I should train tmr or go home and sleep and chiong homework and projects because there's really a shitload and I'm training on Friday anyway.
Didnt get LA compre back today but I'm prepared to fail anyway. Sigh. There goes my president's award. But I mean like obly 5 people passed. And Petrina got 34/50 AND SHE'S PETRINA GENIUS. Who am I to compare. Sigh. I like to think I'm a genius. Sadly, no.
The only reason I don't want to make obvious efforts trying is because if I don't produce results then what's the point?
So stressed even falling asleep in class is still paying attention with my eyes closed.
Meh. I can't put my finger on it. Something's different. It's not the same as before. Hah. Who am I kidding. Obviously things change. You stupid girl see I told you why did you have to get your heart involved so soon you could have just said no from the start I told you everything is turning out the way I predicted.



