Haha so almost everyone has school today. Bwahahaha. Me? Woke up at 10am and cooked and ate and leisurely completed my homework and went out to buy groceries. You jelly :P

Speaking of which. I feel old. I mean like, I'm going to be sixteen next week. S-I-X-T-E-E-N. Maybe some people might find that young but for me its old. No more being excited because of new school like in Sec1. No more being excited because of new uniform like in Sec3. No more happy go lucky.

And maybe the truth is just starting to sink in. All those long talks and lectures by my parents. Its time to start being responsible for myself and my future. Like which university do I want to go to? Overseas or local? How many years? Bachelor, masters or doctorate? What will I work as? How long will I work? When am I getting married? Do I want to be engaged first? How long? Where am I going to live? How am I going to get the money? When do I want to start a family? How many children do I want? Do I quit my job and take care of my children? How am I going to take care of my parents? How am I going to take care of my in-laws?

So many questions, so little answers. Sigh. I shall earn enough money to get a house and a car and get married by the age of 25. I shall save money and not buy anything. I shall make my own breakfast and bring food to school to eat. I shall not waste time daydreaming. I cannot.

This is better than my new year's resolutions eh.