Cause I'm on a mission, I want you all to myself right now <3

Heehaw here's a post dedicated to a pedophile I know :'D just kidding, dedicated to someone really special :3 and btw, someone can't be a pedophile if he's my brother right? xP

Sigh. I don't like being forced to blog something :'( I suppose its better if I feel like it but meh. I feel like it but its stuff I rather keep to myself because I'm selfish with my memories like that. Heh.

And its even worse now because I didn't even get a choice between talking to that pedo or blogging about that pedo urgh >:( so yes, here I am. Hopefully writing a high quality post :'(

I think the pedo thing originated really weirdly though :( it wasn't even the proper use of 'pedo' but ohwell the name sticks :3

Ohgod I hate sounding like a lovesick person blogging about "I met the love of my life <3" or "I can't stop thinking about him <3" or "I can't wait to see him again <3" yknow, those kind of stuff :/ but its trueee. Sobs. So yeah, let's topic hop ><

I hate fighting :'( although we fight like every other week or something and we do apologise and stuff after that but still it suuuuuuucks. Its a waste of time and makes everyone sad :( I'd so much rather have physical sibling fights heh.

Idk but I'm starting to feel less insecure hehe. I hope it doesn't mean that I'm starting to care less because I do care and its just a scary thought >< heh I care so much maybe too much :')

I love suggesting songs but I'm still keeping one song to myself heh. Its too meaningful I shall not share it yet :'D also because my bro likes to bully me so therefore, I shall keep this from him >:) don't worry, its not easy I'm always afraid I might accidentally say it :(

I shall conclude with two of my most favourite memories :3 the convo ones I mean. The ones sitting in silence are obviously top of the list :')

#1 "And guess who got higher than her for psle?" "Meeee! :D"

#2 Cute babies. Its in the previous previous previous previous previous post I think but yeah. That was memorable :)

The way that I feel, the way that I'll remember it.

ps. I love you.