Take me down.
Tuesday, November 27, 2012
6:24 PM
Gah. I've lost my ability to think straight and rationally. So angry at everything.
Why? I can't change my past even if I wanted to. And believe me, I do. I do things I've never done before for you. I told the truth.
I'm not angry at God. But it kinda ends there. Grateful that I've been shown who people really are. So I won't get unnecessary hurt. So I won't waste unnecessary time.
I feel drained. Drained, like in italics. Drained, like how the word itself is seeping the energy and life out of me. I'm emotionless. I'm an empty vessel. Again.
I don't have the strength to resist or control you.
Broken and nothing can fix me.